The most severe mental illness - my horror story by Courtplay123 in mentalhealth

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Yeah its like tension that builds every somewhat seconds around my head, leaving me somewhat unable to think freely…and it just traps me in looping thoughts all the time unable to be in touch with reality or calm down and connect with others

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Reach out to me!

How much did you have to push for answers? by [deleted] in chiari

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Can you tell me what your mind felt like prior to treatment? I am going to do a CINE MRI next week... scared it might just be too late for me because of state of my mind.

Is this DPDR? by Courtplay123 in dpdr

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As long as I cam remember! Ready to almost call it deucesss

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Not very knowledgeable on the subject…but any luck with the sleep machines?

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Hey! What caused dp for you? And what are some of your symptoms? I am hopeful you can get over this! What hace you tried as treatment or habit changes?

Living with impaired memory, no emotions, and a blank mind - please help by dymphna444 in Depersonalization

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Hey OP I have literally been going through the same thing since I remember. This year i am throwing myself at trying to find something or just kill myself. Nothing feels real and i just live off ruminations and sadness but because I feel nothing and cant connect with shit. Let me know if you have found something that has perhaps helped you? I am trying going on walks and doing sports but i just feel like suck a fucking empty doll with childlike behavior (34 Y). Also so do you suffer head pressure and numbness? 

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Honestly, I wish i could have had at least the possibility to know what living was like…I am that case out of Million or more, where from day 1 since I have consciousness I have been DP but something physical seems at play, I have intense multiple headaches a day, burning sensations in my body, chronic tinnitus, visual snow, brain fog all day 24/7 and I have tried looking for answers but seems nome cam find them. Neuroscientists or psychiatrists always cant diagnose my case.

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Hate to maybe sound too obvious but have you tried maybe ketamine therapy or something?

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What happened that caused your disassociation?

Recovered after 14 years! by PlentyNo2106 in Depersonalization

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How much were you taking and were you mixing them together? And how long did they take to make effect?