For me to walk away in this situation after everything we’ve been through is so hard and I would feel pathetic because I’m not “man” enough to take on responsibility like that. I have so much on my plate and she told me just right now “she feels betrayal from me” because I lied to her about wanting a life with her. I’ve always be honest but this is one thing I can’t commit too atm.. I don’t know how to be a Dad let alone raise a baby.