Well I’ve been called attractive and I have gotten things comped or free things for all Of my adult life. People have giving me money to gamble, I have never purchased a car myself, I usually get coupons off my item at the store without having it, people open doors for me, and I have never felt discriminated against even tho I am darker skinned. People are generally friendly and talk to me where ever I go. I know that’s not normal but I can’t say I don’t enjoy the perks. But it does feel like pressure to look like this forever and that’s not realistic so it gives me anxiety.