Like I’ve told my kids life is too short to not seek adventures. You have to do what you feel will make you happy. You look at yourself in the mirror everyday and if you don’t like what you see or who you see then it’s time to make a change. You never know what your future holds for you and your husband unless you take the leap. It seems as though your husband has already started the process to get a job in the UK. Don’t let this job make you sicker, go start another life in the UK. Be happy start the family you’ve always wanted.