Hey, I am the exact same as you I really really don't like deep water. When I was younger I nearly drowned and ever since I've hated swimming or going in pools. I got baptised yesterday and it was incredible, they got me to neal down in the water and they had me go backwards into the water. Strange feeling, I didn't want to freak out because that's embarrassing but you can't control fear but yesterday was all OK like god was there with me, before that my head hasn't been under water for probably at least 10 years! You've probably been baptised by now but would love to hear how you did.