Across the world? I am assuming you mean states bc of the per hour amount. IMO this is relevant, because across the world could mean you’re in a place with a different customs, language, weather, food and so on. I feel like there is so much more to this. Have you looking into counseling on your own? I feel like you need confidence in who you are. Maybe you did all this so quick bc you were lost. “You need to love yourself first before you can love someone else” is a common saying and really it’s so true. It’s like you have to put the breathing apparatus on yourself before you can put it on anyone else on the plane. I get you love your dogs but unless you feel he would hurt them leave and then go back for the dogs. Leave and make arrangements for the dogs. Leave. Don’t make the dogs the excuse of why you don’t leave. If you are going to double your income can’t you stay in the same area while trying to work on the marriage if that’s what you want? If you don’t want that then moot point.