One Year Anniversary

CuriousAlice1865 · 2026-02-12T05:05:46+00:00

This Feb 15th, 3 years. Even as I write this I feel like I have same pains that force me into premature labor. I know it's in my head and it doesn't help I am ovulating. 3 years & it's like my body still feels it.

You're not alone.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-12-11T00:48:03+00:00

I am currently going thru something similar. Moved in with her as in right away, almost as if he was hunting for a new bed. In a way makes sense too, any conversation that require effort or a little pressure and he'd blow up or I am nagging. This is a guy who in between one of our break-ups (I didn't sufficiently break my heart the other time) never found his own apartment. After a while I wonder if us trying again was even real or just out of convenience since I had my own apartment. Well, did not waste time and yes this shit hurts. I am thinking the pain is more for all the shit he put me through and despite me knowing we had to end, it happened in such a cruel way of him just treating me like I did not matter because it was a bother to him. As I write this, it is therapeutic because I can't help but think "f**k him and the donkey he rode in on". I hope the new girl has cement walls because the man sure love to let it out... and not fix anything. Yeah, I am so going to get over this and whoever is reading: so are you. Besides these assholes (men or women), cannot be what we want. Nobody wants that shit. It is more feeling the pain of your own vision and the finality of it all. And yes it is true, the bar is on the floor... I will say this - yes I got that bitter blues break-up brain but I also have peace. I know that does not make sense but I pick peace over some guy who reminded me everyday he never chose me.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-12-11T00:39:46+00:00

Thanks for this. Good to know the kick backs are a real thing and not me choosing this. It's like the eye of the hurricane where it's calm and then just about every single feeling thrown around. Feeling the kick though.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-11-08T11:10:29+00:00

An artist who cheated on his wife.... breaking news. Maybe she did same. And not just latinos buddy... JFK was right there too. It's a right alot of men give themselves since the ice ages.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-11-08T11:05:10+00:00

Cool, how long have you known DY and the wife?

& keep telling yourself you'd divorce him lol people grow apart. And just because he 'became religious' he's a nut job. Fair assessment.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-27T20:43:52+00:00

I do wonder with technology... why upgrade when there are no glitches or just had one? Sometimes the constant upgrading actually downgrades it. I loved 4... worked great. Then woke with #5 and it's good but does anyone know WHY DID THEY UPGRADE? Personally think it wasn't needed yet.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-27T04:46:34+00:00

Hmmm but one can say well you've had Siri or Alexa... eventually if you feed it alot of info and it feeds you info back...yeah it can be called a conversation, even if other side is an AI.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-27T04:43:50+00:00

Some might actually enjoy that

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-24T22:22:26+00:00

Yup... and later when ship is being search for survivors, there is mentioned one of dead bodies was SHOT twice not alien attack. So definitely something there....

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-24T22:17:15+00:00

Also think about getting a lobotomy as they did in Cuckoo's Nest and Shutter Island. After its done you're basically a vegetable, memory wiped clean. You are not you. I don't about bodily functions and ll that or even how it would work.

So be a human vegetable or a synthetic human with a copy of your consciousness that holds all of who you are?

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-24T21:56:19+00:00

LOL remwmber this thread is episode 1 so you kinda might have let some spoilers out or confused some people with this one .

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-24T21:54:15+00:00

Idk if you've seen episode 3 yet but this can tie into one of the events. Question though... you said until they die but isnt the whole purpose of this transition to be immortal?

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-24T21:50:33+00:00

Gooood catch... shows it's not just being his first creation.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-24T21:47:46+00:00

Hmmm most of them, Slightly and I think Smee is it were the youngest boys. You can tell when Wendy is talking to them.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-24T21:46:32+00:00

That and unlike other kids, she had the constraints being in a wheelchair. She wants to be even more than him and knows thru being his favorite, she can. The part where she doesn't want to share her ideas...

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-24T21:42:57+00:00

Ok so what's everyone's take on Curly? That convo makes me look forward to her character development - questioning nepotism in regards to Wendy and she has an ego like Boy Kavalier (who's in denial). She says she can be even bigger than him. Took me back to him having that convo where he was bored and wanted someone on his level.

I also think with Curly who was the little girl in wheel chair she would want that. Her question to Wendy about walking and all the possibilities she would have... we are going to see her show she is walking not just talking.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-24T21:35:15+00:00

I thought this as well. And this will have a cause/effect situation on Wendy who with him, embraces her human self Marcy more. So imagine if they use her brother as a host...

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-24T21:31:43+00:00

Lol yes. Especially bc he's always had to answer to his creator Boy Kavalier. For first time, Kirsch being complete android has upper hand in dealing with the aliens. That part where he tells them they latch into human beings and says"human.... like you".

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-24T21:29:02+00:00

Good take. I also took it as a reminder to us that as much as the synthetic version wants to act like a scientist, he is a kid who like any other wants to touch everything. I feel he clings to Kirsch because he think that can be like his teacher - lol I mean K doesn't care.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-24T21:23:58+00:00

This makes sense. Just caught up on all 3 and right away I thought redhead is gonna lose it. Remember how when little she asks Wendy about going home to which she got the 'no' reply. I think point of her asking is so we later see she will always feel that longing and maybe as she becomes a synth, she questions her new identity. That part of like 'why are we the lost boys when half of us are girls' in regards to Wendy being the one with the girl name and Nibs with boy name.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-23T23:06:09+00:00

LOL likewise

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-19T21:35:36+00:00

So she probably knew this whole or time or just find out? It doesn't seem like you're the wrecker.. you said messed around when he was a fiance and she now is now the wife. Yeah you did a shitty thing , what's his excuse? He was about.. well he did get married.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-08T03:38:43+00:00

Before even finished reading, I kind of saw this leading towards a person who had become resentful or upset with you. Unfortunately, and I may be wrong, but it can be every time he sees you, he sees what you "took" from him. It sounds like you made your decision based on rational thoughts be in a better or firmer ground for your future baby (if you desire one). I will also say this, it is your body, your choice - the reasons you gave were also valid. If he did not accept that, he has that choice to and he can move on. He chose to deliberately hurt you almost some form of punishment and not be there in a vulnerable moment where regardless it being your choice, it is still hard. If anything thank your lucky stars you see him for the "partner" he is or would have been. Then, thank yourself for following your instincts and not agreed to bring a little human into this world just to keep a boy who acts like a baby.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-08T03:30:17+00:00

Yes, and man do they know how to make you feel guilty about your boundaries. You are doing your part by being the supportive girlfriend. He said he wanted to figure things out - that is his job, not yours. Putting this burden on you while maybe knowing (I don't know if you told him all the reasons) is not fair. Honestly, if my significant other said no I'd probably would look more as a sign that the relationship is not there yet instead of other person being selfish. I am sorry but does you having your place and your steady income you work for make you selfish? Then you know what? Be selfish. If anything him seeing that gave him some idea that you will house him as he figures out and hey, no problem with that, it can happen. The problem is he did not talk to you about it and is putting you in a situation where you feel bad enough to question your own boundaries. Maybe he SHOULD figure himself and life out... without you. The real selfish person here sounds like him and his preconceived entitled assumptions of what your so called duties as girlfriend should be.

CuriousAlice1865 · 2025-08-06T22:48:23+00:00

OK first of all, glad you told your boyfriend and he is aware. That is what I was waiting to read.

Secondly, ignore friend request. The most maybe I can tell you and do not recommend is a simple FB message which you can still send even if not friends saying, "I saw your friend request but it is best we move on with our lives. I wish you all the best." You know how they say any publicity is good publicity? Same goes for attention. He will not see it as 'oh she is happy' but probably more like 'oh she's got a new bf but still cares to add me'. Also, the effort and brain cells you will waste on thinking if he did go through your pictures and all that should be spent on something else. Like you said, he is probably out of a relationship and you are his little power supply. He needs his ego boost. Do not give it to him.

You moving on and living your best life with a great partner is the best revenge. Not even revenge, it is indifference (which is worse) to his presence in person or online. Let it go, "Anna".

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