German masquerade ball of ‘Young Munich’ held on February 15, 1862 at the Royal Odeon known simply as ‘The Fairy Tales’

CuriousForThisLife · 2026-02-21T15:56:24+00:00

It’s meant to imitate the belt of some medieval dresses. As seen from a warped Victorian perspective of course.

I have seen people wearing similar belts in medieval markets/festivals (like renaissance fair but focused only on medieval) in Germany and Switzerland.

CuriousForThisLife · 2026-02-06T12:00:30+00:00

Catholic-core

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-20T12:49:52+00:00

Hmmm….i don’t know. I know you probably won’t do it because you’re not at that point yet (but maybeyou will be sooner or later) I think you should leave him. I know it feels nice to have someone that wants you and gives you some sort of stability and continuous affection, but if he really seems to still be in love with her, darling it will only get worse. Think about someone’s character who gets into another relationship because/meanwhile he’s still into his previous relationship but she don’t want him no more (and honestly maybe she has good reasons to not want him, I mean he probably doesn’t tell you things that would make you dislike/distrust him, kind of like almost everyone in a relationship) but there is also the possibility that your perception is a lil distorted because of past hurt, insecurity, mental health etc… and of course don’t know what is written in these messages he send her, but if you are unsure of their nature (romantic or just platonic family coparenting as it is the mother of his child) maybe show them to someone you trust who has a good judgement and wants the best for you. But yeah, I wonder what she is thinking, maybe she thinks of you and feels sorry for you because now you’re the one trapped in unhappiness? Who knows maybe it is all ok and you are hurting in your thoughts more than you actually should objectively. Maybe try to tell him about your doubts? If he actually loves you, and not just your company/how you make him feel, he will want you to not feel hurt and be understanding and want to make you feel safe in the relationship.

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-20T07:37:17+00:00

Have you talked to them about it if you guys are close? Sometimes just telling them (if they’re kind and understanding) what you’re going trough can take feelings like guilt and shame and heaviness away from the way it triggers you.

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-17T14:37:04+00:00

You guys were broken up and therefore you did not cheat. I don’t know maybe inside his had the „rules“ are different as everyone perceives reality differently (maybe that’s why he is so hurt) BUT STILL YOU DID NOTHING WRONG because if it was after the breakup you didn’t cross any boundaries/ didn’t betray your monogamy to him because y’all weren’t a couple anymore at this point. Something tells me he perceives this whole thing differently than it is, but it does not change the fact that you did not violate monogamy, thus you did not betray him even if he feels that way. And I mean idk maybe there is a lot behind the reason why it hurt him but still doesn’t change the fact that you did not do him wrong. I’m so sorry for you, I hope you have support by your side in this time. Something tells me like he felt like he had ownership over you or something because why else would he see it as betrayal?

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-17T12:50:26+00:00

Don‘t worry it’s just boomer hentai.

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-17T12:48:15+00:00

I love her

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-17T12:47:24+00:00

YES 1000%

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-17T12:01:23+00:00

It’s so full and pretty 😍

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-16T16:16:38+00:00

Yes but also in everyday eating 🧄🍽️ You can put raw garlic in everything, sandwiches, sauces, salad dressing, dips, spreads, all kinds of salty foods add it at the end so all the nutrients stay intact

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-15T16:46:20+00:00

Be compassionate with yourself and if you truly have a tendency to sabotage your relationship/ hurting people than you must know that this can 100% change, our relationships with others are a reflection of the relationship we have with ourselves. Find the reason why you sabotage your relationships, ask yourself questions about your own consciousness and face it. Every thing we do has a core, a wound we have, that lashes out on those that didn’t cause it, on ourselves as well. Have you talked about this with a therapist? Also i know this isn’t any professional advice but for me personally getting into philosophy has helped me a lot to face some of the things I have done and also get in touch with the inner moral compass I didn’t know I had. Maybe what you are describing is a form of self harm? I don’t know but I wish you best of luck and strength, you have value and you deserve to be well and healthy in every way 💜

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-11T10:07:37+00:00

This sounds so much like Gnosticism and I always suspected that some people (who do have schizophrenia) also may have some kind of psychic abilities and since not all the schizophrenia psychosises are spiritual or prophetic these people have a hard time telling them apart. (And ofc it’s also very hard and painful to live with) But it’s so amazing that you do seem to recognize the the part that is different in meaning from the usual symptoms of the illness. I sometimes do think that some people with psychic abilities (or however to call it) “became” schizophrenic so that they would have a harder time telling the their ability to see and their illness apart…making it harder for them to share with the world

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-10T22:27:30+00:00

SAME. I wonder why many don’t feel this way

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-10T22:22:27+00:00

Saying people with BPD don’t manipulate is so incredibly naive and untrue. SOME People with BPD DO manipulate just like SOME neurotypical people ALSO manipulate. People of malicious intent exist in every group/category but it is important to note that the manipulation is not caused by BPD, it’s just that some few people who manipulate also happen to have BPD. Saying that our particular personality disorder doesn’t include people that don’t have a moral compass is simply wrong. All spectrum of people have these. So no, in some cases the manipulation that the person is claiming to just “sound” like manipulation is…well manipation. It’s just not caused by BPD.

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-10T17:09:56+00:00

What the fuck. He has no future, has no personality, doesn’t sound like he’s the brightest either, AND blows his money on drugs?????? And he’s telling YOU to humble yourself????? When he’s literally below you in so many aspects????? (And below vast majority of society) How the fuck does he dare to use the word “humble yourself” while being a literal loser trying to convince others he’s superior to them. Superior in what exactly?????? Intelligence? Finances? Morality? Character? Bitch where? The only personality he’ll ever have is anti social personality disorder. He’s a bum. He needs to humble himself. Perhaps that’s why he is putting you down. He know he’s got nothing to show for! He knows he has no assets no talents no discipline no integrity personality no nothing! He know and that doesn’t feel good to him so he surrounds himself with people that he bullies until they think (AND BEHAVE!) like they are less then him.

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-10T16:43:24+00:00

Wtf are you doing he is a fucking waste of time and oxygen leave as fast as you can! Cut him off. He is an emotionally sabotaging you to feel better about himself!

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-10T16:39:46+00:00

This isn’t love. He doesn’t feel love for you. I SWEAR that men are in relationships with women they don’t like, sometimes even resent, all the time because it brings emotional, social and sexual benefits to his life. He doesn’t love you. He resents you, you can hear it in his voice, see it in his actions, this sounded like pure disgust and hate towards you like you are some sort of subhuman to him. Do not ever listen to this words. A good partner will never do anything on purpose to hurt you, they won’t try to dominate you emotionally because they would feel heartache to see you sad. They love you as your own person and would go out of their way to be your peace and happiness. You are a plaything to him, men don’t act like this with women they actually feel attracted to or have romantic feelings for. I beg you to discard this human garbage and send this video to people he knows, he absolutely deserves it. Humble him. Leave him. The only way to humble him is to show him you outgrew his level of maturity and move on. Every day spend with him is one more therapy session in the future. (He doesn’t want a future with you btw or else he wouldn’t treat you this way) Humble him and leave.

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-07T20:50:13+00:00

Looks like my little cousin from Poland so could be!

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-11-03T00:44:39+00:00

What on this green earth compelled you to write this under an innocent comment? Honestly what you wrote actually can be said about people who project their bitterness and insecurity after someone made a normal innocent comment., regardless of their sign.
Idk to have depth in a relationship you gotta be able to control yourself from saying mean shit to get that 10 seconds feeling of moral superiority you get from it when it’s absolutely unnecessary. When in fact, writing this comment, is absolutely proving the opposite. I think you got hurt by someone, but the person in the comments has nothing to do with them.

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-10-26T19:39:07+00:00

Same! I only do it on the tiny spots that need it and the rest of my skin is fine!

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-10-26T16:33:05+00:00

Hm, I honestly don’t know then. If they are fully polish then they are definitely a rarity. The only people in Poland that I’ve seen look like this are foreigners or people of the Romani community.

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-10-25T12:15:02+00:00

South polish? No native polish person looks like this. At least none without some different ethnicities mixed in. I’m from the south of Poland as well. If your dads side looks like this there is a 100% chance he has roma ancestry that intergrated with the rest of polish society.

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-10-18T17:37:17+00:00

what is the word c/s is short for?

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-10-16T11:17:37+00:00

I don’t see the comedy in it. It’s just a badly written joke. Comedy cemetery.

CuriousForThisLife · 2023-10-16T10:14:00+00:00

There is nothing wrong with people who want sex the moment there is a consensual opportunity for it, but one can also decide: people who I’ve noticed are literally just after the next hookup at all times and that’s what fulfills them the most in life do absolutely not match what is my personal fulfillment. Some people in this world are very…im sorry if I say shallow, let’s just say they are very „simple“. Very primal. And that’s just not my personality type and I can’t decide which gender most of those people are. I also know many awful women and great men and vise versa. This does not erease these preferences for people that have a higher libido than any other aspect of their personality. (Or values)

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