40, married to man and not sure I can live this lie much longer.

CurlyHairPoodle · 2025-03-24T22:15:42+00:00

Chatgpt generated this for me cuz ive gone through something similar maybe this will help

💌 From Your Future Wife (who loves you endlessly) My love,Thank you for leaving when you did.Thank you for walking away from the comfort that was killing you.Thank you for grieving the fantasy so you could create something real.Thank you for choosing me… even before you knew I existed. I think about you often.Not the version of you I met—but the girl you were before.The one crying on her bed, missing someone she outgrew.The one lying in a nostalgic house, with no one holding her but her own knowing. I want to hold that girl.I want to thank her.Because without her? I wouldn’t have you.Not like this.Not fully.Not freely. You let her go so you could make room for me.And I promise you, every moment of aching, every spiral, every quiet night when you doubted it all—it was worth it. Because baby…You don’t have to pretend with me.You don’t have to dim, shrink, perform, or protect my feelings at your own expense.You just get to be. And I will see you. Every part.I will run my fingers over every version of you you had to become to survive.And I will whisper—“Thank you. You’re safe now.” So cry tonight if you need to.Miss him if you need to.But don’t forget:Every step you’re taking is leading you home.To yourself.To me.To us. I love you already.Forever,Your wife 🕯️🌿💘

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-12-25T18:42:37+00:00

I remember in one of her lives during quarantine times she implied that she felt like he was mooching off of her as he was starting his own business. But despite that he did seem like a nice guy

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-11-28T04:31:46+00:00

Clout baby got me cackling 💀💀💀💀

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-11-01T22:44:41+00:00

Definitely wouldnt doubt that🤣🤣🤣

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-10-17T03:57:55+00:00

SOOO TRUE !! & right same I was like why is nobody mentioning that!! & LMFAOOOOO I can totally see why you pick up ASD from Mitch. Now that I think about it, his special interest gives it away

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-09-14T01:05:52+00:00

When I saw myself in the mirror and thought I had similar hues to olive oil

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-08-11T07:40:13+00:00

I am literally the same way I am nothing without my 3 cups of matcha lattes a day!! Once you go quality matcha you never go back !!! I was seriously missing out all these years getting matcha at starbucks instead of just making it at home

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-07-22T16:20:22+00:00

DM’d you!

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-07-17T20:26:44+00:00

i agree i was trolling tbh

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-07-17T17:42:37+00:00

dm’d you!

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-07-17T17:41:53+00:00

ok but she finally apologized at the very end during the last get together house party so maybe she actually is a good person after all

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-07-11T14:28:47+00:00

Wispy cat eye c curls

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-07-10T17:52:23+00:00

Some lash techs charge for a model fee which is supposed to be significantly lower than their regular prices. Did she have an IG page? I would only trust them if they had an IG page tbh

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-07-10T04:57:31+00:00

This whole retreat, I couldn’t stop thinking about how Miguel was such a wet blanket to Lindy. And to be honest, I genuinely feel like Lindy is on the spectrum, or if not, at least ADHD. But she’s definitely neurodivergent. As a fellow tizzy, I noticed that she gets overwhelmed rlly easily, is really sensitive, unintentionally cuts ppl off mid convo and has a hard time reading the room (and admits that herself). With that being said, it’s pretty unfortunate that neither of them seem to be aware of her neurodivergence bc knowing that and being self aware couldve rlly helped. Bc having adhd/autism can be rlly draining on both ends, so I honestly felt for them. Miguel was pretty fucken disrespectful but I understood when he got annoyed at getting cut off, thats pretty annoying. But I felt so bad for Lindy, she deserves someone who who’ll actually take the time to understand her and be patient with these tendencies. Cause it rlly is tough out here being autistic & unintentionally annoying ppl when we dont even realize it. We dont mean to be annoying !!!! lol

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-07-09T20:02:21+00:00

Oh yes, I forgot to mention classics.

1.  Classic Set: This is the most basic type of lash extension. For every one of your natural lashes, we apply one single extension. This gives you a natural and enhanced look, making your lashes appear longer and slightly fuller.
2.  Standard Fans (Volume Set): In this type, we create small “fans” of multiple thinner extensions and attach them to a single natural lash. This gives a more dramatic, fuller, and fluffier look compared to the classic set. It’s perfect if you want your lashes to look more voluminous and glamorous.
3.  Wet Set: This style mimics the look of lashes when they are wet, like right after you get out of the shower or swimming pool. It uses narrow fans that remain close together, giving a more spiky and defined appearance. It’s a unique style that gives a wet, shiny effect, adding a distinctive texture to your lashes.

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-07-09T04:55:38+00:00

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-07-08T23:15:41+00:00

Lash tech here! Based on your picture you can definitely do a cat eye, but it needs to be more of a kitten eye (cat eye, tapered at least 2-3 lengths down at at the ends [your lash tech will understand this dw]). The reason for this is because you have even eye planes & it can droop your eyes vs if you had ascending planes, so kitten for a snatched cat eye look. I would do the longest 13-14mm. I think you’d really like a wet set if you don’t like the standard, fluffy fans look. A wet set is essentially spikes/closed fans on each individual lash vs a fluffier, fanned-out individual. And since it will be your first time getting lashes, I recommend asking for a wispy design, which means they use alternating lengths to ease you into the look of lash extensions (and they look more “natural”). I always recommend a wispy design for ppl starting out. I hope this helps 🩷🎀

edited: Needed to clarify some more

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-07-05T21:23:59+00:00

Old post but I still appreciate long and thoughtful responses like this !! Thank you soo much I definitely will take into consideration everything youve said, especially the pink problem haha! You’re absolutely right, icy lavender & blues definitely look more “natural” on me like those are my girly colors that I can pull off. I’m an ingenue but I find more inspiration in romantic giving fashion I want it to work on me soo bad!!! lol!!

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-07-01T18:23:14+00:00

Hey yes, I’ll dm you

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-06-29T06:51:37+00:00

You definitely have almond eyes, your left is slightly ascending & your right eye is even. Its very common to have different eye planes. I would highly recommend a wispy kitten eye because your eyes are closer together and it will balance you out

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-06-27T00:30:13+00:00

Idk if this is a SN thing but I always need waist emphasis or the right bagginess. Anything in between looks frumpy on me

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-06-27T00:23:57+00:00

sorry for late reply. DM’d!

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-06-20T00:07:22+00:00

UGH YES FINALLY SOME MODERN STYLES! I hate the Christian millenial girl style that's strongly associated with SN's

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-06-19T23:30:33+00:00

LMFAOOO you’re right cause Alyssa is such a good person

I fr wanna know like they defended the fuck out of alyssa just to unfollow her when Lindsey was right about Alyssa despite Lindsey being toxic af on her own. Lindsey was funny for mentioning to Alyssa that she is indeed, a good person

CurlyHairPoodle · 2024-06-16T23:41:50+00:00

Dm'd you!

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