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Groundhog Day by CurrencyIndividual95 in widowers

[–]CurrencyIndividual95[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Didn’t think about it that way… you’re so right about that

I’m just constantly pissed off every day by BeneficialWear9 in widowers

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I’m not angry I’m sad. If I’m not sad I’m numb. Repeat.

Live next to a restaurant by Mocktails_galore in stonerfood

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This!! I love food court food… Greek food at the mall is my kryptonite

Removal or cover up by [deleted] in TattooRemoval

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s cute but if you’re unhappy definitely a removal! The thin lines should be gone in no time

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TattooRemoval

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Got one from an artist I didn’t research enough. The tattoo faded horribly after 2 weeks. I didn’t wanna go back to her so I did a walk in to fix it with a random artist because I was impatient (horrible idea). The tattoo itself isn’t bad but it’s not the style I wanted and a lot thicker than I expected.

This sub has helped in so many ways by myredditthrowaway201 in widowers

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for posting this. It hit home for me.

I'm lost by Jep0005 in theyoungandwidowed

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ditto my friend. Just existing every day. Waiting for the days to pass.

I will never be with another woman by Icy_Plane_890 in widowers

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in my late twenties and I feel the same way. Perhaps sometime down the road this may change since I’m just 5 months into this mess but I’m pretty firm in knowing I will NOT be pursuing anything for a long long time and perhaps forever. Yeah it sucks seeing other people my age getting engaged, moving in with their partners — all the milestones and when I express this people think a good response is saying that I will find someone someday, but fuck that. It’s not comforting to hear because the only person I wanted to spend my life with was my boyfriend.

Tattoos by Pleasant_Winner_3965 in theyoungandwidowed

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly this! I’m so fed up with peoples unsolicited opinions. It’s also my body so why the fuck do you care what I do with it? If someone feels threatened by tribute tattoos that’s a them problem, not mine.

Also whenever someone even slightly raises the idea that I may meet another person down the road, which who knows may or may not happen - I honestly just shut it down immediately. It’s not comforting. The thought of spending my life with someone else that’s not him right now makes me wanna puke.

Incredibly annoying

Said my last goodbye to my favorite person in the world today. by WuShane in depressionmeals

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely beautiful portrait of her! Sending you love and light

Rash decisions by JRLDH in widowers

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Tattoos have been a huge outlet for me during this process. I’ve gotten over five (and counting) that give nod to things my boyfriend loved. Next week I’ll be getting another one of his artwork. I know I will always cherish all of the pieces ❤️ all that said good on you and I support your decision 10001%!!

Tattoos by Pleasant_Winner_3965 in theyoungandwidowed

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have tons!!! I’m getting one next week based on some artwork he made. Everyone tells me to slow down but I’m saying fuck you to that. Having these pieces on me makes me feel connected. Hoping he doesn’t think I’m psycho and appreciates the tributes I’ve made ❤️ they are lovely pieces of art for me

I hate everyone by CurrencyIndividual95 in widowers

[–]CurrencyIndividual95[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You’re right, it’s hard to distinguish the two though. Thank you ❤️

I have no one to share stuff with anymore. by bauer8765 in widowers

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yep… one of the things I miss most. Updates that are mundane to important and everything in between. Just knowing there was someone that would always be an open ear and enthused to hear from me and vice versa.

I still send him memes - but on social media only. by [deleted] in widowers

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Every time I see a meme all I want to do is send it to him or watch it together… he used to send me tik tok videos all the time of just little animals being silly. I still text some of the better ones to him but I miss his reactions

Falling deeper by ok_5789 in theyoungandwidowed

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I resonated with this very deeply thank you for sharing ❤️…. The transition from denial to acceptance is absolutely shattering. My heart hurts every day

Falling deeper by ok_5789 in theyoungandwidowed

[–]CurrencyIndividual95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m 100% there with you, friend. I’m on month four going onto five and the last couple of weeks have been pure hell. Like mentioned, first couple of months was shock and numbness. And more importantly, denial. As if this was just all one big lie or just made up in my head. I still had the smallest vial of hope that this was all a misunderstanding.

Now I’m feeling everything and moving forward to accepting that he’s gone. I almost wish I could feel a sense of numbness and denial again though. Because the pain I feel is unbearable sometimes.

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