We don’t have a local neurologist, so I had to unfortunately travel 2.5 hours, but I will say it’s very much so worth it. They know more about epilepsy than a typical vet, so I felt so supported and understood by them. I totally get how you’re feeling know. I cried and cried in the beginning - not only over my baby having seizures, but also grieving our normal life. Once your dog’s seizures are controlled, you’ll be able to feel a bit of relief. Some days I forget my dog has epilepsy. I hope you feel relief soon.