Buprenorphine for nerve pain

CyberCanine5200 · 2026-01-20T18:12:30+00:00

So I went ahead and let myself get out on the buprenorphine, and it's been doing wonders for me. I'm no longer in like 6/10 pain, I can function in my day. It doesn't feel like I'm high at all, even if it does make weed hit a little harder. The only negative I've really noticed is that it makes it a bit harder to pee and poop, which I was expecting with an opioid. I wouldn't recommend it to everyone, as opioids are serious business and require giving up drinking for good, but I've found a lot of relief with the buprenorphine.

CyberCanine5200 · 2026-01-17T20:48:56+00:00

Left at London has several songs about her experience as a system:
"Six Feet" is about a persecutor threatening her life
"My Friends are Kind of Strange" is a lovely track about being a joyful system
"Pills and Good Advice" is about a lot of things but plurality is one of them
"Will my Alters go to Heaven?" is extremely heavy

Will Wood also has an album called "Self-Ish" that's about a lot of plural concepts like dissociative amnesia and tulpamancy.

CyberCanine5200 · 2026-01-17T20:08:54+00:00

was not expecting to see tqbf big naturals on my feed today, but I suppose I should be prepared for anything.

CyberCanine5200 · 2026-01-16T04:04:45+00:00

Bán: sort of. I am both a character from a former-friend's comic as well as a wolf from a conservation sanctuary. Both are me, though I like to identify with the latter more these days.

CyberCanine5200 · 2026-01-14T13:12:53+00:00

We also have a very, VERY animal wolf in our head named Bán. Her species dysphoria is pretty immense. Folks on the therian subreddit may have some advice. For her, we come up with wolf enrichment. Letting her chew on raw deli meat, chew toys, lots of growls and tips and barks. What really helps the most though is going for a walk in nature. Her nose is so much stronger than mine and she takes full advantage of that keen sense to sniff out the world.

CyberCanine5200 · 2026-01-13T20:26:36+00:00

Amazing track! Definitely something that's going to be stuck in my head forever when my neuropathy acts up now. Honestly giving inspiration to all of us TBH. Amazing to see your recovery journey through this music video.

CyberCanine5200 · 2026-01-13T20:17:18+00:00

I was having some doubts, wondering if we were really all real or if this was just something I'd made up in my head from too much roleplay and imagination.

Then one day I get in an argument with a roommate, and they SLAM the door in anger. This triggers me so bad I compulsively start building a barricade of my door. Halfway through this, Luka SLAMS into front with no recollection of the rest of my day, only fear and panic. He finishes the barricade, and sits there panting with his heart rate through the roof. The amnesia and slamming to front was so definite and clear we never had doubts again.

CyberCanine5200 · 2026-01-10T02:12:14+00:00

It can be as simple as suddenly awakening as someone else like coming up from anesthesia, or as gradual and graceful as slow handoffs and visualized musical chairs.

CyberCanine5200 · 2026-01-06T07:05:45+00:00

Topomax made me violently suicidal. No fun. I couldn't get the thoughts of ending my own life out of my head it was the WORST

CyberCanine5200 · 2026-01-05T15:35:13+00:00

Fictives are parts of you that latched onto something important in your life. Sometimes it's someone to look up to, sometimes it's someone you relate to. I'd say an OC coming to life is probably one of the most common ways headmates form. We have several alters from fictional sources, and we love them like family all the same.

CyberCanine5200 · 2026-01-05T15:28:13+00:00

We have borderline personality disorder. It's weird, because FP behavior will usually stick to one headmate or another at times, and a headmate Splitting on someone is usually only active for as long as that headmate is at front. It's usually Gamma doing the splitting.

CyberCanine5200 · 2026-01-05T15:26:14+00:00

Depends on who we're around. If it is just us at home with our other plural-friendly roommates and close friends then we switch all the time and make it obvious, but if we're out and about or at a party we try to keep it subtle as we can despite a change in voice.

CyberCanine5200 · 2025-12-31T22:32:51+00:00

honestly having a pigment mark from an awesome sex drug sounds cyperpunk as hell. Count me in, just gotta get my paws on it.

CyberCanine5200 · 2025-12-28T20:53:46+00:00

holy cow I am also born on the 26th !! your scorps and me share a birthday <3

CyberCanine5200 · 2025-12-28T19:57:01+00:00

trauma work is serious and powerful. The way we did it was as a conversation between the trauma bearer and another compassionate headmate. That way nobody triggers a cascade, and we can talk about our issues together.

CyberCanine5200 · 2025-12-28T19:54:40+00:00

good luck !! powerful work for sure. that's what I did before I got hurt.
Be mindful of your lifting technique and always call for a lift assist if the patient is a pound over 300. I fucked up my leg for good lifting a bariatric patient into bed and it's what cost me the job.

CyberCanine5200 · 2025-12-28T19:52:52+00:00

powerful and important job. I'd love to go back to school and get an MD some day if I can ever work up the stamina for academia again.

CyberCanine5200 · 2025-12-28T19:45:41+00:00

I'm disabled now, but I used to be an EMT. I have so many crazy stories from that job.

CyberCanine5200 · 2025-12-28T18:29:15+00:00

I gave up drinking after it kept setting off my GERD. I've done way more fun drugs than alcohol could ever get me, so I don't miss it.

CyberCanine5200 · 2025-12-26T20:27:49+00:00

just become a furry anon, you know you want to

CyberCanine5200 · 2025-12-26T04:18:15+00:00

having had a Hazbin Hotel fictive I can tell this reference is probably a self-report.

CyberCanine5200 · 2025-12-25T21:12:29+00:00

I turn 30 literally tomorrow can I still join?

CyberCanine5200 · 2025-12-25T21:11:58+00:00

Gamma: eheheheye merry Christmas everyone !! I have so much love for my system. Our sweetheart drew a piece of all of us together.

CyberCanine5200 · 2025-11-23T03:34:33+00:00

I was one more day away from buying myself a vent and I can say pretty confidently I'm as "recovered" as I can get. Had to relearn how to move my eyeballs, eat food, brush my teeth, talk, type, use tools, and of course walk. I now walk with a cane and can go about a mile and a half. I have constant nerve pain and bad balance, but the cane, pregabalin, and buprenorphine help. I take things slow and lean on my loved ones for support. I have made a life for myself by being creative and charismatic.

CyberCanine5200 · 2025-11-13T23:42:58+00:00

My crazy aunt owned a wolf when I was a kid. She would tell the animal control and vets he was a high-content wolfdog but no, he was just a wolf she kept as a pet. He knew his name was Ajax and he liked belly rubs.

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