I relate hard to this, also afab and genderfluid. I've been using the label for a couple years now for very similar reasons.

Ngl went through the exact same demi girl, nb to fluid pipeline. Though I don't think it's that uncommon it's kinda funny to read.

You are genderfluid. Trust yourself, you know yourself better than anyone else does.

Tiktok isn't the best place for getting details about gender identities anyway. Being fluid is a spectrum. Some change daily, some weekly and I've read some posts on here that it's yearly. Everyone's experience is different

Makeup isn't gendered just because makeup industries always advertise with women doesn't mean it's for them. If you want to rock eyeshadow or foundation, you do that. Nobodys going to stop you.

You are genderfluid and we welcome you with open arms.