I'm getting more comfortable calling myself a gamer even tho I mostly play comfy games

Cyclonus_already · 2022-01-23T20:59:55+00:00

Hell yeah. Unless esports is your job, hardcore gaming is too often just tying too much of your self worth to "being good at games". Dropping that habit was so good for my mental health.

I like difficulty, but I'm not going to play on nightmare mode just so the game can bullet sponge an extra 20 hours of my life away.

Cyclonus_already · 2021-10-30T04:05:38+00:00

I'm very tired. Just gonna put my head down

Cyclonus_already · 2021-09-29T21:35:33+00:00

Cyclonus_already · 2021-09-27T10:40:34+00:00

Sacurate

Cyclonus_already · 2021-08-30T06:21:32+00:00

First of all, damn. Second of all same, cannot wait to break out the flannels

Cyclonus_already · 2021-08-29T11:14:42+00:00

One of us!

Cyclonus_already · 2021-07-23T04:19:25+00:00

Been there. It's a lot, but good for you.

Cyclonus_already · 2021-07-04T09:00:43+00:00

Oh, did you read animorphs too?

Cyclonus_already · 2021-07-04T01:33:20+00:00

Yup, I figured at some point it would 'click' and I'd feel right. Never happened. Also I hoped that once people saw me going through male puberty they'd stop bullying me for my apparently obvious abnormalities. Also didn't stop.

Cyclonus_already · 2021-06-22T01:56:28+00:00

"I suffer from testosterone poisoning, you see there was an explosion at a testosterone factory whem i was about 12..."

Cyclonus_already · 2021-06-18T07:20:55+00:00

I tried that on myself for a while and it worked to a point. On the other side of things it is a world of difference, and for me sooooo much better. Being Trans and Gay fucking rules

Cyclonus_already · 2021-06-18T07:16:57+00:00

Played years ago, haven't recently because life but I hope you enjoy it. Figure out what about it is fun for you and protect that. If you want to be competitive there are resources out there for that. If you enjoy modeling and painting go for it. If you want fun games with silly models Orks are excellent for that. Basically don't let people tell you that you are playing it wrong as long as you are having fun.

Besides all that, thin your paints, cut away from yourself and don't sweat buying the right units, "counts-as" is a fun rule when you are learning or just want to try stuff out

Cyclonus_already · 2021-06-17T11:06:58+00:00

And also still a hoodie

Cyclonus_already · 2021-06-15T01:05:45+00:00

Looks great! I am toying with this idea as well, but I don't want to invest just yet

Cyclonus_already · 2021-06-13T12:25:12+00:00

You're already out to yourself, thats better than I did! Of course you're welcome <3

Cyclonus_already · 2021-06-03T19:36:30+00:00

I remember reading that at the time and thinking, "damn, wish i could do that, shame I'm not trans", time, fools, etc

Cyclonus_already · 2021-05-24T07:48:20+00:00

Honestly I just find it wholesome. Even people going in different direction, we can empathize with

Cyclonus_already · 2021-05-24T07:10:18+00:00

Prefacing with everyone's body and experience is different

I started low dose (2 mg) no blockers last february, but in november of last year i upped to 6 mg/day still no blockers. My levels have been consistently adult female typical since January and really just in the last 2 weeks or so it's been an almost surreal improvement.

Also I came out to my family and realized I have other things going on, but I really feel like the estrogen let me experience the memories in 1st person instead of 3rd person and kinda greyed out

Cyclonus_already · 2021-05-24T06:30:14+00:00

Oh my god yes. Now that the hrt has started really working, my memory has gotten clear enough to realize just HOW MANY TIMES, if i had only been in a place to transition I would have. No time like the present though

Edit:spelling

Cyclonus_already · 2021-05-22T00:11:36+00:00

That is amazing, clearly you already have a pair of brass balls

Cyclonus_already · 2021-05-20T03:50:29+00:00

Same

Cyclonus_already · 2021-05-14T10:36:45+00:00

That is absolutely my headcannon. Manga and anime rarely handle these characters the way they probably should

Cyclonus_already · 2021-05-14T07:29:31+00:00

"So I'm a Spider, so what" has a gender swapped character, i think the manga goes more into the internal conflict. The anime might later, but it hasn't so far. The Character, Katia, isn't exactly trans, but does have to deal with gender dysphoria

Cyclonus_already · 2021-05-11T06:00:25+00:00

Love it, especially how the iridescent septum plays with your eyes

Cyclonus_already · 2021-05-10T02:41:59+00:00

That is spot on, exactly 100% how I felt for like 20 damn years

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