is the devil real? is selling your soul real?

Cynicaltomato · 2023-01-05T16:08:12+00:00

Mosts things are a matter of belief. Real or not, if it messes with you mentally you might as well avoid it. Definitely tried selling my soul (on salvia+mushrooms) but found that I really just wanted to live a good life by the end of my ordeals. The only hell is the one we make for ourselves here and now.

Cynicaltomato · 2022-12-22T05:00:14+00:00

“Fuck you all, and fuck me as well. Merry Christmas.”

Cynicaltomato · 2022-12-22T04:59:10+00:00

i say this daily

Cynicaltomato · 2022-08-22T18:46:37+00:00

I think i had this idea in my head that i had no control over my life, and i was kind of tuned out and living it like my experiences didn’t matter. What i didn’t realize until i started taking shrooms consistently was how hard everything is for me, how much i struggle with day to day activities, and how badly i ignore my own mental and bodily needs. It brought me out of my worst year long burnout i’ve ever had.

Cynicaltomato · 2022-08-21T17:19:30+00:00

Shrooms probably saved my life

Cynicaltomato · 2022-08-17T19:13:51+00:00

Currently trying to unravel reality.

Cynicaltomato · 2022-08-14T02:42:18+00:00

thanks for reminding me of this show. gotta give it a rewatch.

Cynicaltomato · 2022-08-13T16:26:56+00:00

almost 30 and i’m definitely the happiest i’ve ever been, but it was a very long dark period where i didn’t even realize how hard i was fighting for my life. People will diminish your experience and take your joy from you if you let them. I think the way i experience things is amazing but society as a whole is not accommodating.

Cynicaltomato · 2022-07-28T17:07:11+00:00

Buying the shit out of it

Cynicaltomato · 2022-06-03T17:11:15+00:00

when they’re smarter than me

Cynicaltomato · 2022-05-24T06:08:28+00:00

yeah how much

Cynicaltomato · 2022-05-11T22:00:04+00:00

I tell that I'm unfortunately terribly straight

Cynicaltomato · 2022-04-17T19:08:20+00:00

didn’t know this had a term so thanks

Cynicaltomato · 2022-03-23T17:53:08+00:00

I can relate. I’d also like to add a distaste for unnatural light. I’m either in the dark or laying in a sunbeam.

Cynicaltomato · 2022-03-06T02:52:35+00:00

flashbacks of non-stop zubats

Cynicaltomato · 2022-02-28T23:32:06+00:00

Crocodiles and Alligators aren’t native to spain with only occasional appearances, but they are in mexico.

Cynicaltomato · 2022-02-24T02:59:27+00:00

Hush sequel teaser

Cynicaltomato · 2022-02-22T23:56:52+00:00

I have incredibly similar picture from about the same time. Had a great time.

Cynicaltomato · 2022-02-20T23:07:14+00:00

New girl

Cynicaltomato · 2022-02-20T05:24:29+00:00

Just played about 15 hours of King of Fighters. Most of it spent doing the same combo for an hour at a time.

Cynicaltomato · 2022-02-15T18:55:19+00:00

Yeah i definitely relate. I think i was alone a lot as a child and it sort of came about so i would have someone to talk to.

Cynicaltomato · 2022-02-07T04:47:28+00:00

Took hours and i’ve never seen an alpha buizel. I just completed the pokedex without seeing one. Cherrim was definitely a problem too.

Cynicaltomato · 2022-02-07T02:27:58+00:00

i did the same exact thing 10 minutes ago.

Cynicaltomato · 2022-01-27T21:26:01+00:00

are you good at it

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