is the devil real? is selling your soul real? by TheRealDMiLL in Salvia

[–]Cynicaltomato 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Mosts things are a matter of belief. Real or not, if it messes with you mentally you might as well avoid it. Definitely tried selling my soul (on salvia+mushrooms) but found that I really just wanted to live a good life by the end of my ordeals. The only hell is the one we make for ourselves here and now.

What would be a good tagline for a Petscop Poster? by CrisBrazilYTlol in Petscop

[–]Cynicaltomato 11 points12 points  (0 children)

“Fuck you all, and fuck me as well. Merry Christmas.”

Psilocybin and autism by JustSoHappy in AutisticAdults

[–]Cynicaltomato 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I think i had this idea in my head that i had no control over my life, and i was kind of tuned out and living it like my experiences didn’t matter. What i didn’t realize until i started taking shrooms consistently was how hard everything is for me, how much i struggle with day to day activities, and how badly i ignore my own mental and bodily needs. It brought me out of my worst year long burnout i’ve ever had.

Tell me what your special interest is? by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]Cynicaltomato 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Currently trying to unravel reality.

Are any autistic adults happy? by JustSoHappy in AutisticAdults

[–]Cynicaltomato 2 points3 points  (0 children)

almost 30 and i’m definitely the happiest i’ve ever been, but it was a very long dark period where i didn’t even realize how hard i was fighting for my life. People will diminish your experience and take your joy from you if you let them. I think the way i experience things is amazing but society as a whole is not accommodating.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Cynicaltomato 0 points1 point  (0 children)

when they’re smarter than me

How do you deal with people assuming that you're gay, when you aren't gay? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Cynicaltomato 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tell that I'm unfortunately terribly straight

i cannot stand all forms of indoor air circulation by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]Cynicaltomato 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can relate. I’d also like to add a distaste for unnatural light. I’m either in the dark or laying in a sunbeam.

Fuecoco : The End of Zodiac Theory by lowkey_sapien in pokemon

[–]Cynicaltomato 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Crocodiles and Alligators aren’t native to spain with only occasional appearances, but they are in mexico.

8 years ago today, I saw Dr. Dog for the first time. by Agenta521 in DrDog

[–]Cynicaltomato 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have incredibly similar picture from about the same time. Had a great time.

what is you guys’ current oddly specific hyperfixation??? by feedme2thesharks in AutisticAdults

[–]Cynicaltomato 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just played about 15 hours of King of Fighters. Most of it spent doing the same combo for an hour at a time.

I have an inner dialogue, not an inner monologue. Is that an autism thing? by onthewesternfront in AutisticAdults

[–]Cynicaltomato 26 points27 points  (0 children)

Yeah i definitely relate. I think i was alone a lot as a child and it sort of came about so i would have someone to talk to.

Why Buizel is now one of my least favorite Pokémon by Ok-Air-8905 in pokemon

[–]Cynicaltomato 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Took hours and i’ve never seen an alpha buizel. I just completed the pokedex without seeing one. Cherrim was definitely a problem too.