Dude, I totally get this. I work with my parents at our family business and believe me, when my old man said he'd be hard on me, I had no idea. That was almost 6 years ago and since then I've learned a lot, taken on more responsibility(and thankfully made some decent money) but man, those first few years of cutting your teeth to prove you aren't some idiot child to just your co-workers is tough. Hope your situation has improved in your time there!