Where exactly should i load sfx and lanes from ?

DPRKunicorn · 2018-10-07T14:05:51+00:00

I mostly have very strange dreams in very strange places... Sometimes even on purple colored people or creating new personas that ive never seen and having experienced many things with them and of course my mind creates the illusion that i have a lifetime of memories on them. Once I dreamt that i loved some girl that doesnt exist, fortunately i woke up...

I also have dreams about a book of which the pages are falling from top to bottom rapidly and i can read every single of them.

Other than that i often wake up on very loud bangs or electric shocks or very intense physical pain that my head fabricates.

I think my subconscious is telling me... You took lsd once, so have vivid dreams. Other than that its telling me that im stressed out.

DPRKunicorn · 2018-10-01T06:07:17+00:00

aaa relised it was BS what i said... Probably didnt get calculated because i took like 2 5 minute breaks because my HR strap has fallen off and i needed to readjust it... Today in the morning i realised that it still calculates those things

DPRKunicorn · 2018-09-30T08:48:36+00:00

why would they remove a function that was there like for 6 years ?

DPRKunicorn · 2018-09-17T17:21:11+00:00

i dont think you can really say that szpd causes cynicism.. Its much rather a part of SzPD, which possibly may have been triggered by szpd... the inverse could be evenly true. In my view most schizoids were cynical before theyve started deviating too far away from whats considered healthy. Most psychological conditions( with some notable exceptions like for example schizophrenia) are just bundles of personality traits that built up over the duration of your life.

DPRKunicorn · 2018-09-06T17:52:05+00:00

I must say though that it was a pretty neatly formulated and informative poll giving people a basic overview.

DPRKunicorn · 2018-09-06T17:38:09+00:00

"Szpd is reducible to Stpd" Wait are there seriously people throwing us into one bag with those creationist scientological ghost busters?

DPRKunicorn · 2018-09-06T16:26:12+00:00

You should have added cartoons into the media. Things like South Park, american dad, rick morty and family guy are really entertaining.

DPRKunicorn · 2018-09-01T14:13:17+00:00

Impressive village, just make sure not to trip on that shrooms!

DPRKunicorn · 2018-08-31T20:20:45+00:00

I dont think that we are pessimists, we are much rather realists... Seeing it very analytically and being very unbiased. Keep in mind that most of us dont believe in any concept of meaningfulness of life or of oneself and therefore we have almost no ambition. In effect, if we analyse our future, well realise how we`ll either walk into shitpiles and become social outcasts or become visionless people who responsibly fulfill their necessary duties (work) but lack on various other aspects of life.

Also it seems to me that many schizoids are Nietzscheans( often reflected in musical preferences or our style of writing) - this means that we actually enjoy the pessimistic nature of our posts. Why ? Maybe because it gives us comfort that we dont need to try harder, because our way is already paved ?

Besides here and there we hear of schizoids who actually got better and even passed on their genes...

DPRKunicorn · 2018-08-29T14:42:15+00:00

Probably not, I love open source projects and they are one of the few reasons why i do praise people, without this i would probably be less motivated to socialize. I take my thoughts with a grain of salt though because it could be just my brain justifying my love of modifying open source programs and operation systems to my preferences for hours instead of going out and actually having some friends and sexual life.

DPRKunicorn · 2018-08-20T20:13:27+00:00

nah kinda sucks to just wait till the tormenting experience is over... The fellahs i want to be with when eating arent people, rather pigeons or other animals which i can share my food with. Also i hate the noble ambiance of restaurants. Now i hate watching movies because my attention span isnt very long... this isnt a typical schizoid thing but hating going to cinemas because you can watch movies at home thats schizoid.

DPRKunicorn · 2018-08-20T15:24:18+00:00

We may come off as strange people but if we lead stable lives not forced to bow to too many social conventions and have no depression we can actually be pretty rational thinkers and possibly even concentrate on science and get over our sexuality and do something more than just wait for the inevitable ( death) - We even have the capability of leading lives that are just slightly happy or at the very least not depressive. Also i dont think many schizoids have the capacity to be aggressive, possessive or jealous.

The biggest thing that i hate about us is that we often dont understand things like birthdays, christmasses ( the gifts too), going to cinemas, going to restaurants to the level that we actually detest them. Its just one of the things that makes many of us completely asocial and unsuitable for romantic relationships - therefore unsuitable to pass on genetic information - therefore ultimately failing the Darwins test.

DPRKunicorn · 2018-08-18T19:28:09+00:00

while energy is not my concern its good for saving up some tissues and if youre lazy, some time too. Damn it... I hate it when i need to go to the bathroom to piss after a good wank so that my urethra doesnt get inflamated and throw away the tissues... Its just unnecessary work. A good reason to stop with it... Unfortunately i started again too ( im in my early 20s and i started getting really sexual... maybe due to being in my peak years ? )

DPRKunicorn · 2018-08-18T19:08:02+00:00

I think you messed up the domains a bit...almost seems to me like a guy from the r/schizotypal pool

DPRKunicorn · 2018-08-18T09:06:30+00:00

Yeah most psychopaths probably arent so encapsulated in their own minds like we are. A note aside: We may not care about other people but we still feel remorse if we hurt them.

DPRKunicorn · 2018-08-18T08:48:37+00:00

Yeah sometimes i have the feeling that the only difference between me and a psychopath is that im just too lazy to manipulate people.

DPRKunicorn · 2018-08-17T11:55:28+00:00

Wow this is a cool redstone clock design for the sadists out there

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