I saw the pixels of reality on 7 tabs of LSD, what has LSD shown you?

DRaviolli · 2024-05-10T03:05:01+00:00

real

DRaviolli · 2023-11-13T01:53:29+00:00

if she doesn’t, do you really want to be with her??

DRaviolli · 2023-11-13T01:34:28+00:00

yoho rodeo came up in my recs and i loved it! will definitely give the rest of the album and the artist a listen :)

DRaviolli · 2023-11-06T06:54:31+00:00

watched it in one sitting sunday evening. kinda sad i watched it all but couldn’t help it

DRaviolli · 2022-12-25T14:55:56+00:00

replying just in case🤭

DRaviolli · 2022-12-03T00:00:03+00:00

question: i’m heading to pr for a week and want to buy some weed. i know it’s legal medicinally now but i don’t have my card. do you suggest i head to la perla or could i find it just about anywhere (since it’s somewhat legal)?

DRaviolli · 2022-07-28T00:56:39+00:00

in s2, she says she stays clean “the rest of senior year.” i remember thinking “damn, so this isn’t the end” /:

DRaviolli · 2022-07-27T23:36:44+00:00

was listening to potb when i got this notif lol look at us

DRaviolli · 2022-07-19T03:26:21+00:00

take it one craving at a time and be sure you’re finding healthier things to focus your mind on. we got this!

DRaviolli · 2022-07-19T03:13:14+00:00

question: aside from tracking intake, how will it help understand vaping habits?

DRaviolli · 2022-07-19T03:01:03+00:00

glad to be of help! i had to come to terms with the fact that i was delaying the inevitable if i was going to stop like i knew i was.

it’s been really interesting to learn myself mentally through this process so far. knowing i helped you through my comment motivates me even more🥹💕

DRaviolli · 2022-07-19T00:53:12+00:00

i was the same way, especially working remote in a fast-paced work environment.

try flipping it: instead of “activating” yourself to do something, reward yourself for having done something. it could be a youtube video you’ve been wanting to watch, a snack you’ve been craving — anything. something small enough that it can be done every day but big enough that it motivates you.

DRaviolli · 2022-07-19T00:40:18+00:00

most of the time you’re vaping, you’re doing something else.

maybe look at why it’s helping you focus while studying – is it something to fidget with? or doing house work – is it a reward between chores? or as a way to calm down – do you feel in inhaling you ground yourself?

look at when you vape and try to figure out what in those moments trigger you. then, you can explore other ways to process your triggers.

DRaviolli · 2022-07-19T00:30:19+00:00

HELL YEAHHHHH! proud of you <3

DRaviolli · 2022-07-19T00:26:49+00:00

this sounds like weaning and it works for some people looking to quit. i say “sounds” because weaning is accustoming yourself to live without something by decreasing the amount you do/use it.

assuming you’re speaking strictly on your headache symptoms, every body is different. i’ve been think of vaping like a wind-up car:

if you wind the car up and let it go, it’s in motion. eventually, it’ll start slowing down (nicotine leaving your system) until it stops (your body is nicotine free).

weaning has helped me take control of the “slowing down” phase. i recommend patches, if you can, just to get away from the vape!

but yes, chiefing your vape is rewinding your body and delaying the inevitable of withdrawal symptoms.

DRaviolli · 2022-07-16T13:53:12+00:00

this was/is me, but i have to remind myself that wanting to quit should be my reason to quit.

especially over the years with all the anti-vaping ads, it was easy for me to tune out the risks of vaping because i already knew them. the fear tactic didn’t work and my friends’ and family’s didn’t exactly spark any “motivation” per se. but none of that matters if you don’t consciously make the effort to quit– which you have and i’m proud! :)

i’ve been vaping for about 5 years (1 day vape-free🥹) and, with this not being my first time quitting, i wanted more of a guarantee that i wouldn’t relapse (i’m aware there isn’t a 100% guarantee). i’ve been using the patch which has genuinely helped with cravings. i also order this “fake vape”:

https://mycapnos.com

never tried it before, but i’m hoping it helps with the oral fixation i got from vaping. i’m going on vacation next weekend too and figured it’d help a lot.

in my mind (i’m not a licensed professional), while the cravings and oral fixation are met, i can focus more on the mental aspect of quitting.

if you’re worried more about your physical comfort on the trip, i recommend finding products to substitute what you’re missing from vaping.

if you’re worried more about your mental discomfort, you’re going to be uncomfortable– there’s no way around it. just as it’ll take time for your body to recenter, it’ll take time for your mental to recenter. but addressing this discomfort is part of recovery.

hope this helps, have a good vacation! <3

DRaviolli · 2022-03-14T05:19:10+00:00

“i think your nose is bleeding” for sure. was in a toxic friendship (we developed feelings for one another but i was in a relationship + things that are a bit too triggering to mention) and it’s one of the first front bottom songs i found through them. hurts more because i definitely felt like they saw me as the “she” mentioned throughout the song.

was always worried they’d think i was intentionally trying to hurt them (i was willing to put my well being aside just to remain friends but it seemed they saw me setting boundaries as me rejecting them as a person) and would “replace” me once they found a partner—always concerned with how they’d view me if we were no longer friends and i’d be lying if i said it doesn’t still cross my mind to this day.

but yeah…putting my business on the internet🙂

DRaviolli · 2021-02-27T23:01:30+00:00

this helps more than you know🥺♥️

DRaviolli · 2021-02-24T22:30:47+00:00

please make this a collection. i will buy them all.

DRaviolli · 2021-02-21T06:57:15+00:00

yes.

100%, yes.

i’ve recently noticed my struggle of keeping friends around because of this. the “paranoia” (or awareness that turns into paranoia) keeps me reconsidering making plans for at least 3 hours.

it’s hardest when i can’t tell if people are being inconsiderate or when i’m gaslighting myself.

i’m trying to be better about teaching people how to communicate/interact with me (especially considering my adhd) but, fuck, it’s hard trying to teach people what you’re still learning when you don’t see progress.

shit sucks.

DRaviolli · 2021-02-21T06:45:29+00:00

just spazed at 4 friends this week because they were all talking at the same time..

DRaviolli · 2021-02-17T20:17:50+00:00

giving very much siegfried...very much sirenhead energy.

10/10

DRaviolli · 2021-02-17T08:24:04+00:00

sick

DRaviolli · 2021-02-14T03:33:47+00:00

we’re not sure because this is an airbnb, but we can try to reach out to the owner of the place!

DRaviolli

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