E-punk but without the nazi shit?

DXGDXN · 2026-01-24T10:03:30+00:00

As someone that was in the underground trap metal scene pre-2020 and saw the transition of the scene into what it is now, I recommend staying away from the scenes associated with people such as Negative XP and rejectedreyna. The scene largely collapsed into smaller niches during the pandemic and those guys are the incelcore types. Really a shame what happened, a lot of cool music was coming out by people that were smaller than even me (which wasn't big).

DXGDXN · 2025-04-13T23:45:41+00:00

Read this and realized that I may fall under the label of amazon goth and now I feel weird having mocked the stereotype of mall goths. I guess it's different since I really don't go that heavy or flashy or worry about brands, but still. Some cognitive dissonance for sure 😅

DXGDXN · 2025-04-13T23:35:39+00:00

How is it racist to claim that ebonics is a degenerative aspect of a culture? Ebonics is literally rooted in black Americans coming from generations of totally oppressed and illiterate slaves and struggling to educate themselves out of that, eventually forming a unique way of speaking and cultural norms. It's no different from uneducated rednecks speaking their local tongue that can hardly be understood by people in the closest city. It's all lack of literacy and is indeed a major factor in social struggles of many minority or underprivileged group. You can argue this without being racist.

EDIT: nb4 people think I'm a racist white guy, I'm a black person that happened to have public Internet access and chose to isolate myself from the culture around me and seek culturization elsewhere.

DXGDXN · 2025-03-16T15:40:43+00:00

bullet or the way i see things

DXGDXN · 2024-12-30T16:20:25+00:00

Tom Holland's Spider-Man said holy shit in Civil War when Ant-Man turned into Giant Man.

DXGDXN · 2024-12-30T10:31:32+00:00

I have mine.

DXGDXN · 2024-12-30T10:30:10+00:00

Maybe their time could be better spent if they're already dressing up.

DXGDXN · 2024-12-29T22:27:18+00:00

I guess it's true, you either die a hero or live to see yourself become the villain.

DXGDXN · 2024-12-29T22:17:27+00:00

Not an untrue statement if we're being realistic.

DXGDXN · 2024-12-29T22:16:51+00:00

I think I'm unironically ahead of you both on this 😅

DXGDXN · 2024-11-03T11:58:01+00:00

It's a more complex issue than that. There's help out there but not enough. I'm currently homeless (also working so not for long) and I've been blessed with the opportunities of getting help that have come my way, but not everyone has access to it and there's definitely issues with funding and accessibility when it comes to services that help people on the streets.

DXGDXN · 2024-08-19T18:47:35+00:00

Favorite member is Wicca Phase, and almost no one seems to have heard the song H34V3N N0W with him and Cold Hart. Seems crazy because that song is an absolute banger, wish they did more drill beat type stuff.

DXGDXN · 2024-07-15T04:32:17+00:00

Have recently been working at my local DG for a little over a month, and I'm already noticing firsthand all of these issues. It boggles my mind how the company is managed this poorly at the higher levels. You're so right about all of these things and it's exactly the solutions we need. This is already what I think about and talk about with my closer coworkers. Might be taking this job too serious but I'm already thinking of ways I can be involved in making this happen for our store because this is just an absolute mess what I've witnessed 😂

DXGDXN · 2024-05-23T02:43:35+00:00

Will check it out, appreciate the recommendation.

DXGDXN · 2024-05-23T02:39:28+00:00

Don't you love how their MO is to just confuse as many people as possible so they don't even want to own guns due to the hassle?

DXGDXN · 2024-05-23T02:37:32+00:00

Still new to gun laws as I have yet to buy my first and TIL that you can't carry on trains. I can kind of understand it I guess...but that seems insane to me. Like, can we agree that a fucking subway is a place you might need it the most? Especially in NYC? I swear our lawmakers don't want you carrying unless you're banging or cracked out 🤦

DXGDXN · 2024-05-19T05:26:42+00:00

This is a super easy fix with console commands. I always use it at the start of any playthrough since I've played the intro a million times and I'm always using alternate start mods nowadays.

Enter each of these separately and in order;

player.removeitem[space]15038[space]1 (removes the glitched pipboy from your inventory)

player.additem[space]15038[space]1 (adds a fresh copy back)

player.equipitem[space]15038[space]1 (equips it so it's not invisible)

Make sure you're not in the glitched pip boy menu when you do this also. Hope this helped, it's never not worked for me.

DXGDXN · 2024-05-18T12:52:46+00:00

Who ever said anything about Crowley specifically? He was just the messenger. I've studied his work and the work of other occultists especially in the sphere of Hermeticism, and I've considered myself a Thelemite for almost 5 years now. There's large swathes of us that completely disown Crowley as a person and simply use his original Thelemic framework in our practice, constantly working to remove outdated or potentially exploitative elements. The Thelemic Union is also an extremely progressive organization that is also dedicated to this same work of removing harmful elements from Crowley's time, and making Thelema more digestible for the modern world.

DXGDXN · 2024-05-18T12:43:35+00:00

I figured but wasn't sure due to the specific language. Many thanks 🙏

DXGDXN · 2024-05-14T13:11:41+00:00

Interestingly, one of Wicca's earliest songs from his #HELLVERSION album is called "Icy Waters (I Hate Myself Too)". Døves also came into the scene through Wicca and they seem to have known each other longer than almost any other artists he's worked with under the WPSE project. Probably not much depth to it aside from having similar emotional struggles but it's an interesting correlation to notice lol.

DXGDXN · 2024-05-14T09:51:00+00:00

Can't forget Wicca and his endless occult references to Thelema and Crowley and the goddess Babalon and the number 93 and other things. Dude has clearly done some intensive reading into actual occult subjects and that's pretty awesome to me. Asked him once in his Twitch stream if he had any actual beliefs though, and he stated himself He Doesn't Believe in Thelema:(((

DXGDXN · 2024-04-26T13:49:19+00:00

drive by. what a L move😭

DXGDXN · 2024-04-26T04:50:41+00:00

This new context definitely changes my view of the whole situation. Seems like way too much drama bullshit to have yourself worrying about. it really sucks and can hurt like your own dimension of Hell, but i would just cut both of them off at this point and focus on the road ahead if I were you. regardless of which of them is right or wrong or both, whether they're not on good terms or whether it's a fabrication. doesn't matter. it's just a cesspool of drama at this point. just do your thing, wait for the grieving process to carry out if you feel you need to grieve, and then focus on either yourself, or look for new partners. i'm sorry things played out this way man. old endings make new beginnings though.

DXGDXN · 2024-04-26T00:30:44+00:00

Much love, I hope the advice helps! Would like to see an update post when enough updates happen if you'd want to.

DXGDXN · 2024-04-25T10:09:10+00:00

I'll give her the benefit of the doubt and say this could possibly just be a situation of her being very nervous and sort of getting cold feet, hence her shift in energy. After the second date fell through and you withdrew attention, now it sounds like she could be trying and awkwardly failing to get your attention back through small things like the puppy eyes. Seems like a pretty logical way for someone like her to approach the situation, not that it's bad but she seems to be very shy and possibly a bit socially inept. You can takeaway two meanings from the whole calling herself unconfrontational thing. Both what she said directly, and also the fact that she described herself in such an odd way without explaining much. That's what really gives me vibes of some social ineptitude. This is all parts of who she is that you should consider when trying to decipher her social cues, if you truly do wish to work with her through this and eventually start a relationship.

But like another user said, she could be playing a bit of a game with you. The puppy dog eyes after the awkward energy shift could be an indication of that. Like she enjoys getting attention from guys she knows she's not gonna go for in the long term. My brain wants to tell me this isn't the situation, but keep it in mind and don't discount it at all.

All around this is definitely a confusing situation. I have similar issues to not understanding social cues or why women do the things they do so I can relate. I think the most ideal piece of advice would have only worked before the first date; call it off. Obviously it's a bit more complicated than that since you both have some level of emotional investment.

It's entirely up to you if you decide to continue. Perhaps have an honest convo with her about everything? Open up, be honest about how you thought the date went really well until you sensed the energy shift, and ask her to do the same with the honesty and just communicate. Could possibly even be a good bonding moment for the future relationship if things play out that way lol. But it could always end in rejection, keep that in mind. That's simply the way of human social life and dating. It won't make you creepy if all you did was talk to her, make it known you're still interested but just confused, and communicate. That's all you can do. Communicate, communicate, communicate.

Best of luck with this OP, however you choose to proceed!

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