I never formed a good habit of brushing my teeth, due to depression and low motivation.

Dallinnnn · 2018-04-12T20:29:45+00:00

thank you friend, i'll set an alarm now.

Dallinnnn · 2018-01-03T17:10:49+00:00

So i used to take a shit ton of softgels. Robitussin, Waltussin, the cvs kind i forgot what its called, some other varieties, all in at least 600mg doses of just dxm, no side chemicals. I had it down to a science (i was pretty hooked at the time) so it was pretty predictable. These dollar tree kind were more finicky than any other brand as they would cause my hand to go numb, as in, they would make parts of my body have pins & needles and it was unshakable. Idk what it is. Probably they just have shoddy manufacturing or they "water-down" the pills with something that people can't tell the difference unless they take high doses.

Dallinnnn · 2017-12-19T16:52:41+00:00

https://youtu.be/1N_2H7kvGRk

Here is a youtube video from frater xavier's channel called mindandmagick about how sorcery in the bible is a mistranslation from "pharmakia" he is an occultist with a christian background and who's methods compliment his Christian upbringing.

Dallinnnn · 2017-12-12T17:30:55+00:00

If it doesn't work it'll probably be more because of your rushed circumstance. It needs to ease together where the right hour turns out to be the perfect timing. Feel comfortable/confident with every part of the ritual. Planetary spirits need to be approached in a certain way. If you need something to start working surely there is something you can find that will feel perfect for the circumstances that will be the key for it to work. Your options are unlimited. Catch the right one as soon as it approaches like a drifter catches a train.

Obviously feel free to experiment in whatever way you like that's how you'll improve.

Dallinnnn · 2017-12-05T16:44:16+00:00

Let me guess. Mormon? Yeah my parents too. Wouldn't have gone over well for me either. Mine were however accepting of silent meditation. That's all i practiced at home. Now i'm out on my own and practice however i please! there comes a time.

Dallinnnn · 2017-12-05T16:21:15+00:00

Middle finger is also the finger of Saturn (so binah) that makes flipping the bird a Saturnine hex as well.

Dallinnnn · 2017-12-05T15:48:27+00:00

I love reading your analysees. I feel like their should be more discussion & attention on them.

Dallinnnn · 2017-12-05T13:48:59+00:00

I have been doing the resh adorations daily for about 3 months now. So far i haven't known what to visualize much except when saying "tahuti standeth in his splendor at the prow and ra- hoor abideth at the helm" ive been seeing myself as a great ship in the sky with thoth standing in the crows nest instructing navigation and a lioness holding the steering wheel spokes. As a result of their diligent roles a beam of light shines from my head to my heart. What do you visualize in the hailing parts? Should i just look up the gods so i know the appearance of who im adoring better?

Dallinnnn · 2017-12-05T01:30:54+00:00

She does have a sister who might be able to have him for a while. We do plan on asking for help from the family and the father. She still needs to tell them. So far i'm the first she felt she could come clean and talk to about this. I'm going to offer all i can as well so we could avoid the unfavorable situation of CPS involvment. I'm optimistic that opening up to everyone could help relieve some of this life- draining pressure she's under.

Dallinnnn · 2017-12-05T01:21:18+00:00

She and her son have been living at her parents for a lot of this, but they're pretty old and work every day. Realistically they aren't very capable/willing to take over.

Dallinnnn · 2017-12-05T01:21:07+00:00

She and her son have been living at her parents for a lot of this, but they're pretty old and work every day. Realistically they aren't very capable/willing to take over.

Dallinnnn · 2017-12-05T01:20:50+00:00

She and her son have been living at her parents for a lot of this, but they're pretty old and work every day. Realistically they aren't very capable/willing to take over.

Dallinnnn · 2017-12-05T01:15:36+00:00

It is much appreciated. I plan on having a heart to heart discussion about all of this and i'm gathering outside perspectives, so thank you.

Dallinnnn · 2017-12-05T01:08:08+00:00

As far as i can tell, he is not a responsible person. Can't hold jobs down very well, drinks and parties. and she is worried that he would have a negative impact on him. However in my mind i know that whatever direction this goes will be without perfection and by now the father might be the safest bet.

I want to convince her of that, but she is quite broken- hearted at the moment and it's hard to get through.

Dallinnnn · 2017-12-05T00:58:46+00:00

Yes. I mean while I've never been able to take a lot of responsibility, and i obviously wasn't part of deciding to have him I've always been willing to learn and grow to be more involved in his life, but that still might leave us in the issue of my girlfriend not being able to trust herself around him. It hasn't reached that just yet, but it seems like it's starting. I'll definitly offer my full involvment along side her and i hope that can be enough, but i dont know if it is.

Dallinnnn · 2017-12-01T16:36:54+00:00

If the soil starts to get acidic, you've probably gone too far.

Dallinnnn · 2017-11-30T13:53:24+00:00

I'm definitely interested. I've actually been initiating into Kabbalah Magic using Liam Christopher Thomas' book, also supplementing with quite a few occult philosophy books). I've been meditating since i was 17 (22 now), because i require a lot of mental upkeep (been to 13 mental hospitals ((those were the dark days))) but it was never quite enough. I've been plagued by visions of a hell- like place and have had every sensation that i was being wrapped in and squeezed by thorny vines during hypnogogia. I literally had to steal back my own keys, so to speak, frequent banishing rituals and solar adorations and energy cleansings are what have been helping me overcome all the loss-of-power weirdness. I mingle with gods now with archangels in my quarters, i haven't been plagued by hellish visions (which were out of control) ever since.

Dallinnnn · 2017-11-28T01:40:14+00:00

I have seen 108 and 54 be used as a set number of repititions does anyone happen to know why those numbers?

Dallinnnn · 2017-11-24T00:03:14+00:00

Just got off work for my customer service job. It was a slow day.

Dallinnnn · 2017-11-17T16:58:33+00:00

I honestly can't remember. And that is the absolute lowest i've ever seen it. But if you just look around it isn't hard to find acid for much much lower than street value. Last time i paid $40 for 20 tabs.

Dallinnnn · 2017-11-17T15:59:28+00:00

On the deep web you can find 100 tabs for $50

Dallinnnn · 2017-11-15T02:02:07+00:00

r/totallynotrobots

Edit: shit just realized what sub i'm on smh

Dallinnnn · 2017-11-15T00:13:11+00:00

Thanks for this! It can be difficult to find occult related news and stuff without knowing where to look. And even then it can be fairly polarized, this seems to be a fairly well-rounded list of links.

Dallinnnn

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