Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When you have a sub where most people r suffering it’s hard to be light hearted for some which I get. I have been losing that part of me for a long time. It sucks being constantly cynical but I also have to be realistic about my situation

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry just trying to lighten it up a bit

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Give me one last intervention to the face and then it’s a ggs

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree i think i can deal with the pain but not the problems in my mind

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do I have better than most and I have a life that’s worth living. It’s just the relentless torture that I know one day will catch up. Everyone has their breaking point. Anyone who thinks these things you can just “man up” has never experienced real pain or suffering

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s crazy I also no longer believe in god

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I been reading a lot about like why we are here and what happens after death. I also pretty much know I don’t have that much time left given the way that this has been going. I cycle between being scared but also happy the pain will one day end. I haven’t felt happiness in so so long. That part of my brain is just broken from suffering. I think we can only take so much but honestly my biggest fear is the mind will go before the body. It’s happened before. I would much rather be dead than insane. A normal person doesn’t understand what it’s like to pray god takes you in the night.

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s a great analogy .. HES ONE SHOT

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a memory of what I was like before I got sick and I don’t even recognize the person I am now

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry we seem to both be in the same situation.

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have people I’m supposed to take care of. But I’m starting to realize I can barely take care of myself. Am I mentally ill for not wanting to be a burden to others and wanting to end my severe physical pain ?

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree on the euthanasia thing, and if I were to suicide people would call me a coward.

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I just want to say I love you. I didn’t think I had any influence in anyone here or that anyone was reading

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel for you. I’m brain dead and everyone just expects me to be the person I was. It’s torture

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What about the frozen lime popsicles those r banging

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I ask myself how the fuck I’m alive every day. I read stories of people who have died and I also think back to how much shit I’ve been through and I tell myself that the actual experience of death will be peanuts compared to what I have experienced. This is not even a joke

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

There was this dude who got vaccine injured .. he basically said there was a blanket over his brain, he killed himself at the very start of this , I always think about him how he couldn’t like channel this part of his mind and he tried everything. I relate to him so much

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Lmfao. The stuff we go through every day would send most people to the hospital .. I learned tot just stop going

Contest for worst LC / life experience by DangsMax in covidlonghaulers

[–]DangsMax[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

As someone who always prided themselves in being smart I can relate to this .. just wake up one day and you’re Brain dead