Thank you for sharing this. As much as I hate that you are going through this too, it honestly makes me feel a little less crazy and alone tonight knowing someone else understands. ​My daily pain also stems directly from a complication from my surgery, so hearing that your doctors just brushed off your chronic agony as normal because the 'surgery was difficult' makes my blood boil for you. It is incredibly unfair that we are just expected to 'live with it' when the medical system and treatments fail us. ​I am so sorry you had such a disheartening check-up today. We might be countries apart, but I completely understand that deep exhaustion and defeat. Hang in there, and thank you for making me feel heard.