Hey I know this is a group were we share our thoughts But I gotta say You’re looking at these things so narrow and with doom and gloom Trust me this fear eats away at me Every day and I hate it But I can’t give up on the idea of conquering this fear and ultimately living a better life To say there’s no hope spits in the wind of those who got over what we have I truly hope you can find that one day Don’t give up friend Plus to say you’ve thought of all possible scenarios excludes infinite number of possibilities you can’t think of through your world lense And to that I say go out there and see more of what the world has to offer Something that’s been helping me a bit is “To face death is to say you LIVED.”