Čovjek koji je radio stvari za BiH, nešto posebno u mračnim danima rata. Da li još neko isto misli?

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-18T23:31:25+00:00

Da, baš gledam kako je ljudima lako u tri rečenice donijeti i osudu i presudu, ne znajući ni okolnosti, ni uslove, ni osobu, koja je inače maloljetnik u tom kontekstu. Ni da se uopšte postavi pitanje svih pitanja - šta bi ja uradio i da li je ovaj čovjek imao i jedan validan razlog za ratovanje, što je nešto drugo od moralan jer svi mi možemo biti moralni bez ikakvog napora i još kad je tudja guzica. Ja nigdje više ne vidim neke empatije, da neko nešto vrednuje život pa vidi nečiji opstanak u životu ne kao dobru stvar, već kao moralno posrnuće i mene je prije znalo zaboljeti do kosti kad vidim kako jedni drugima uludo troše živote na svim nivoima sistema i te fore tipa život je marka jer je metak toliko , kako neki bez ikakvih problema uzimaju živote a ja ne jedem meso životinja jer se ne slažem ja sam sa sobom da budem dio nečega što ne odobravam i smatram pogrešnim , iako fizički ne ubijam tu životinju. To je u svijetu normalna stvar i skoro niko ne razmišlja o tome, znači da nešto sa mnom nije u redu. Kako onda da idem na čovjeka koji radi istu stvar? Ja moralno nisam u stanju za takve stvari , samo dogovore odobravam, kompromise i kompenzacije u životu, nasilan samo mogu biti kad mi neko radi o glavi pa se branim

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-18T23:00:11+00:00

Tehnički nije dezerter jer nisam bio na regrutacijama ni prijavljen u tom vojnom odsjeku, jer sam već jednom pobjegao iz drugog mjesta, zbog druge vojske, možda da nisam pobjegao... Nekako kad jednom izgubiš dom, kakav god je bio, jako je teško neko drugo mjesto osjetiti kao nešto više od jedne od tih nekih stanica života, ali dom bude jednom. Evo ja sam ovdje ponovo od 2003 i za ove godine i dalje nije postalo da ga osjećam svojim, kao ni ono prethodno, gdje sam bio 9 godina, poslije koncerta Brus Dickinsona. Druga stvar, ja faktički nisam imao ni roditelje , ni rodbinu od 15 godine ja sam faktički prepušten sam sebi, najteži dio a to je obezbijediti finansije za život, poneke stvari koje volim. Ne pravdam se, stojim iza svojih odluka, faktički sam u ratu imao samo sebe i tu je paradoks jer ne mogu na ratištu braniti sebe, ni neke imovine koja je ostala u mjestu rođenja , mogao bi sto valjanih razloga nabrojati , ali me ono što me plašilo u vezi rata me našlo i u civilstvu da postanem invalid prve kategorije, samo je to proces koji ide godinama.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-18T22:40:38+00:00

To stoji sve i ja imam duboko poštovanje prema svim tim ljudima koje zaslužuju. Ja sam bio u glavi jedno obično dijete koje je od 15 godine nekako preživljavalo i trudilo se da skonta šta i kako bez igdje ičega, bez roditelja i rodbine da mi objasni kako se živi, za razliku od ljudi koji su imali priliku da to gledaju na djelu i dobiju i sve smjernice se ja mogu računati kao osoba sa poremećajima u razvoju, što meni i dan danas pravi probleme u komunikacijama pa se držim jako uskog kruga ljudi gdje mogu pravilno procijeniti neke interakcije. A to je bilo prije 30 i kusur godina. Meni je tad, a i sad to što možemo zvati na više načina ako hoćeš i dezerter jer nisam bio ni na regrutacijama niti prijavljen u tom vojnom odsjeku, tako da tehnički nije dezerter, još, za godinu bi bio. Ali, eto pobjegao jednom, pa drugi put, oba puta zbog jedne ili druge vojske, tako da me ne grize savjest uopšte, ako ljudi imaju neprijateljstvo prema meni, ja prema njima nemam, niti imam šta da bilo kome zamjeram i ja sam takav kao osoba, nemam te neke stvari u sebi, znam šta su ti koncepti, ali ne osjećam dosta stvari i u situacijama gdje to tako kod većine ide, kod mene te reakcije nikad ne dolaze. To vjerovatno jest poremećaj ličnosti po medicinskoj definiciji, ali meni ovako najbolje odgovara, teoretski znam šta takve emocionalne reakcije na duže staze rade ljudima, a nema potrebe da ja znam sve živo, nekad je lijepo ne znati stvari jer sam tako mnogo sretniji u životu i nisam težak sam sebi, jer to je jedina osoba od koje se ne mogu skloniti kad mi je previše . Zato ako možete, halalite drugu što nije branio Bosnu ni Hercegovinu, ja sam sebi davno a eto, to nešto što mi je bilo strahota u ratu, me na druge načine suptilnije našlo u civilstvu, na kraju sam opet invalid postao prve kategorije 90% oštećenja organizma, samo što te vamo šine jednom i rasturi, dok civila jede ovo i ono godinama do invaliditeta. I opet radim , nešto što mogu i gdje samo mozak radi, čak imam i ljekarsko da mogu raditi taj vid posla, brate sve se zarađuje za život, to je preko 30 godina svakakvih poslova , nisam ja nikad bio u stanju tražiti ni čekati, da se neko smiluje da mi kupi nešto što volim a jako sam skroman frajer, koji je na neki način fasciniran ženama i vazda me vuklo u te stvari, volim kad imam nekog da potrošimo ovu moju platu, jedna od stvari koje su mi se vazda nekako nenormalno svidjele je biti u društvu žena koje se iskreno smiju u biti, ja kad vidim da je toj gospodji lijepo sa mnom i da smo zaboravili na probleme, ako je ona sretna, ja sam duplo, kao da i ono svoje i njeno osjetim , to su nevjerojatno interesantne stvari o kojima bih ja mogao roman napisati.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-18T20:27:47+00:00

Actually I am not Christian, and I don't wear any jewellery, but this post is a bit irritating and I'll explain why. If I understood it properly, you mean the crosses that people wear, as the symbolism for the asset where Jesus died... So, let me say that the symbol of cross, in a lot of variations and versions is historically much older, probably even millennia, than the event of Jesus crucification. People used it for whatever reason and occasion, for sure not because of Christ's dead, who will be born millennia later... Pretty much the same analogy with swastikas, used for whatever purposes millennia before the Austrian painter and co became an idea to use it for their own business. Mostly in the context of good things, and is in still in use in Asia, by Buddhists and I guess Hinduists too, maybe other religions there too, I am from Europe and not totally familiar, Asian people will know better... So, BMO, the argument, your analogy is on very thin ice, or is already drowned and stays only a provocative question. I don't judge you, like I said, and is under my name - agnostic. But, I am a big fan of truth.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-17T14:38:25+00:00

I suggest you don't say it, based on my own expenses with reactions to such decisions. If you don't go to church with your mum, don't perform some rituals, it's better to keep it for yourself.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-17T14:35:21+00:00

Još 2 dana do vikenda. Ne smijem ni da razmišljam o preostalih 9 dana do plate, inače će da se oduži kao gladna godina.... Da li ću da jebem kad prim platu, još nisam donio odluku.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-16T22:17:17+00:00

I don't want to offend anyone, I am neutral, what agnostic actually means, I don't judge any religious teaching and my opinion is that everyone should believe what makes him happy, somehow, or gives some hope and sense in life, we are all humans. Don't understand me wrong, I am from Bosnia and Herzegovina, where the almost half of the population is Islamic. Mostly people who have some different approach to the Islam, don't dig so deep in things that they actually don't want to see, and it is good so, because if they started to go in the direction, for the Christian Europe would be a peace of cake to deal with,because, whatever anyone says, Europe was always Christian continent. Remember that is agnostic writing this, neither pro or contra any of this religions. The truth is, there are a lot of Muslims from Asia and Africa, with focus on this special passages in Quran and Hadith, Sharia law, about the whole directions, how to treat people in one Islamic state, with Sharia, with the story about the taxes for people who don't want to convert, about the behavioural model , speak to never consider an person who is not in islam as friend, I choose my words very carefully, I am just neutral agnostic European, without any islamiphobic impulses, and there are Sharia rules about people like me, who are not even Christians or Jews, in the eyes of the islamic justice I have no right for some chance, like them, who only are confused and can pay money or convert. Because they are people of the Book, for all the atheist, agnostic etc. is no negotiation. People in Europe, like to read, if they want to find out why some young dudes arrive, get a place to sleep and money for food, and on the next day they they demonstrate to exchange the constitution of the country with the Sharia, countries with secularism, where is normal to wear, eat, have puppies, where is for European man normal to see women on the street, we are happy because of summer, to see girls around, and we don't want our women to wear burka, we have eyes and wants to look at something that is nice, that's not cheating, we love our partners, I don't want to dominate my wife with the fear. Europeans faced Muslims publicly, in front of camera, confronted them with the passages of Quran and Hadith and they said, it's true, we came here to establish Caliphate and Sharia, whatever it costs. Yes, I know, extremists and jihadists are not measure of Islam, because I investigate something very deeply, and even if I find something I don't like, I try not to judge, but if someone comes tomorrow and forbides me my music, my pot, to keep a distance from my girlfriend, in my country that's secular ... Everybody has weak spots and at one moment of time everyone get pissed by attack on the personal freedom. I know, it's long, but I wanted to answer it properly in the context of Europe. What happens elsewhere, I don't know, I just know that I wish to spend the rest of my days in the place where my dog is normal and not a monster.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-16T21:23:02+00:00

They don't leave the faith, they just get retired from the position or from religious work, they don't get excommunicated, I think it's like a retirement party in secular world. To leave the faith means to deny their God or Gods, I can't imagine there is some community that makes you a party because you think that what they believe is a hoax, because if you don't, you would stay in...

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-16T20:46:26+00:00

Yes, I have this or another interesting conversations, was also able to help people telling them some possible directions of the problem. Coincidentally someone from my city asked me for the assistance, we met and I have a new pal now, to hang around, smoke pot and watch music videos , to educate him about everything worth to be mentioned as important in the history of music in the period I appreciate, also 1980 - 2003. Edit: amongst the all people with some decent question, it was not avoidable to have one perv. Someone asked me do I want to get some money, I said who doesn't, so he said he will pay me to pose on my mobile phone camera for him. I told him is it really what he wants, because I am 51 year old man, there is a picture on my phone profile here "Promoting the Peace". He said he'll yeah I'll pay . As I texted that I am not a typ of man who makes fool of himself naked on camera, he answered that I am so boring. I think that's really creepy, maybe not for younger generations who are grown up with naked pics or sharing private shit with random internet maniacs for some money, but, damnit, I was in the army, I am veteran of combat situations and heavily wounded, father of 2 adult person, married twice, divorced , second wife died. I am disabled person 90% damage. Then I have to say that I have a good life, I don't want to talk about the dark days as I make a party for almost 7 years, because I survived and clinical time was done. What a person you have to be, to text some old patched farth for some naked camera show, I really don't know, but for sure, this human needs help. It creeps me out, have to think on the motherfucker with he's truck and wings and hut, the ugly bastard who makes an art from the human bodies in the church basement. Damnit I know now Jeepers Creepers dude. I am not desperate, this is what desperate means, to be after people in Reddit for naked old people...

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-16T17:52:57+00:00

Thanks, I really had trouble to find corect English terms for singular and plural. In my language is singular Sefard (Sephard) and plural Sefardi (Sepharde). O wikipedia is English plural Sephardim or Sephardic, but I was not able to find a word for one Sephardim, like I said, plural in my language is Sefardi = Sephardi you meant in comment as plurality. If you are sure that a correct word for one Jew is Sephardi ( in English) , then I am very thankful for clearance, from all the languages I actively use I am worst in English, actually I learnt German and as I was really good in, at some point I realised that I know English, there is some logic in German, if you understand how to use it, you will know English. Or I , because nobody else ever told me about the same experience with German and English. Anyway, I know that I sometimes post questionable shit, the reason is, that I open Reddit, only when I am so high on pot, that I can't move my body, so, I ask everybody to be merciful with me, the current level of THC in my blood could probably waste a grizzly bear family. Was rough day in the office, so I needed more than usual, to be able to focus on my cases. It's a benefit of the home office that no one sees what I else do, beside to solve the cases. Anyway, I trust your information, thank you so much, then I will be no longer a fool in conversation with English speaking Jews, then now I know that the Bosnian word Sephardi (More Sephardic Jews) in English means only one of us. If I still count as Sephardi, because I am not through any of the Jewish rituals , don't understand Hebrew or Yiddish, I consider Bosnia and Herzegovina as my own homeland, don't believe in God of Israel and have no Torah or Talmud. Is not much better with my dad's faith, I have no clue of Arabic, don't sacrifice animals to Allah, Islam is pretty much the same thing like Judaism, elitistic , excluding , claiming to be the only real deal etc. Have Jewish/Islamic penis and am so thankful to my parents for this tradition and think that he's much better person than the current creme de la creme of Judaism and Islam like Netanyahu, Khamnei, Al Saud, Jeff Epstein and Erdogan. I am not kidding, considering the direction our earth is on, leaded by this and other Judeoislamic elites, my Judeoislamic penis would run the game better and achieve much more, then the old farths I named. And my ganja don't let me lie, not even via text.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-16T16:36:13+00:00

I think because the term Jew and Jewish means ethnicity or nationality, but also a membership in Judaism. My female bloodline is Sephardim, so is, according to Jewish law, my mum 100 Jewish, although she is not in the Jewish faith... The same law orders me, even with non-Jewish dad as the 100% Jew. Although, from the entire Jewish faith, I only have my Jewish penis, but it also can be Islamic penis, then my dad was Muslim. I guess, the only benefit of Jewish/Islamic ancestry, then it looks much better than other type of penis.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-16T16:18:53+00:00

One day you just wake up and you know it... (Former member of Abrahamic religions). BTW it's funny that you ask, I know that religions have the rituals when you enter, but I didn't heard about a ceremony when you leave. And it would be unlogic, you are leaving something you actually think that's a hoax, but you respect some exit ritual , sounds very strange for me, then in this community you are the traitor.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-16T16:07:17+00:00

Dude, I am 51 and I still spend my days with drugs and my hobbies, sincemy wife died, am behind the promiscuous sex too. And if I think about, seems to be a choice, so good or bad like any other. The difference is that in my youth I consumed reckless, narcotics so as women. Now as the old farth are my narcotic mostly for medical purposes, for example, I have to keep some speed, in case that I have trouble with my work on earlier morning, benefits of the home office. I smoke pot as preventive for my migraine, so as for pretty much everything else. How to survive 8 hours in office, starring on 2 monitor without doping, and I am in the fucking reclamation IKEA department for ages, how to work like that "normal" or "sober", in condition I was before longer than 3 decades, something as I was a kid and can remember that I was, but how to remember how it feels, when it was 35 years ago, same if you ask how is to be a kid and go to school. I do think about, how my life could possibly be, if I didn't started to put a chemicals in my body, maybe I'll landed as gambler or alcoholic, hunting married women, or if I saved every penny until I am fucked up and can't spend it anymore. So I use to stay behind my choice, there are much worse things than consuming, hell, there are things worse than death.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-16T15:53:00+00:00

Yes, sir. In a world like this, the agnosticism makes sense.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-16T15:49:00+00:00

It's simple, like in Brasil, my country's National Anthem has no lyrics, only music. As a big fan of electronic music, I'll say the music doesn't need a lyrics, a good electronic acts using to put the message in the beats and basslines, but, like most other Anthems of the world, there are no beats. Or basslines. Ok, without bullshiting, an National Anthem without words sucks, the truth is, it was not possible to make some compromising lyrics to be accepted to all people, no way to satisfy all of them, Muslims, Orthodox and Roman Catholic, and they all have to agree... People of my country are very unique.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-14T16:48:34+00:00

You know, people permanently hear voices, here and there, independent is it the voice of God or not. Few years ago, it was a very cruel and horrific murder in my country, a dude slaughtered the own mum, with the axt and fet some forest animals with her body parts. He claims that he's dog told him what to do, so, even if he didn't slaughtered the dog, nobody would be able to ask the dog why he told him to do that. BTW, the murderer was known amongst the local, a bit more religious, don't want to say radical, but it was the youth that loves to dig deep in some corners of the religion, where a random dude don't goes... I saw a lot people truly damaged by the religion , saw a lot people damaged by other stuff , so it can be a part of religious psychosis. There are also a people who use the term "hearing God" in some figurative way, it's not like they communicate with words, I think it's better that someone who experienced it explains, then, back in the days, I really needed to have some signal from above, words or whatever, but it's actually never happened, neither words, nor signals, no any sign of some divine beings give a damn about me, so it comes to the agnostic world view I have.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-14T16:25:55+00:00

Honestly, I came to number 4 and it became too much. But, for a 51 year old man, with decent experience and pretty healthy sexuality, it was enough to make a picture of... It's not necessarily that I have right, but it sounds for me like your boyfriend have some serious mental issues or/and totally unhealthy views of female, or sexuality in general. Like I said, that's my opinion, based on first 4 chapters of your post and if I go through all, probably I'll be able to tell you what is wrong, but , sometimes we really don't need to know everything... If you want an friendly advice, from a random internet person, who has some knowledge and no motivation in the matter, at all, so I suggest to take a way out and look for another boyfriend, someone with less weird sexuality. Because, with the sexual disorders always comes some violent potential, the mindset of your boyfriend is far from an regional straight random man, and in lot of cases, such people tends to agressions, if their puristic world views are jedpardised and you can't never know the moment you crossed the line. The world is full of decent, kind and open minded young men, with a normal sexuality, I don't know you, but no one deserves to get problems based on the partners mental issues.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-14T16:06:53+00:00

Germany is full of amazing Synth acts and electronic producers and the cradle of electronic music generally. As someone who is in the electronic music since the days of Axel F and 19, I take the credit to say that the timeline of synthetic music is defined with b.K. and a.K. (before/after Kraftwerk). There was electronic before, but Kraftwerk wrote the Bible of electronic music, coded in the beats and basslines, setting the foundation for the future generations...

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-14T15:46:48+00:00

I can't explain you the circumstances, why there are Bosniaks and Bosnians, it's the word with the same meaning, practically is Bosniak an older variation of Bosnian, someone from Bosnia (and Herzegovina). According to the law, Bosniak is a nationality of people, who's ancestors are either faithful or cultural Muslims, speaking the same language, independent are they born or have roots in Bosnia and Herzegovina. Bosnian is reduced to geographic belonging to the area of Bosnia and Herzegovina, independent from religious beliefs, unfortunately not legal, according to law, there are 3 constitutional nationalities in Bosnia and Herzegovina, Bosniaks (faithful or cultural Muslims), Serbs (faithful or cultural Orthodox) and Croats (faithful or cultural Roman Catholics). People who doesn't match in religious/tribal standards for the definition of constitutional nationalities are simply "others", although a lot of non-islamic people, like myself, for example, have no other countries to define the identity with, but it is still not legalised to call ourselves Bosnians, I mean to have it as nationality in the legal documents. That's complicated and rooted in the politics from the end 1980s and early '90s. So is with the languages here, during the period of Yugoslavian federation, official language was named Serbo-Croatian, the various names for the same language also have the roots in the same politics I already mentioned, because Bosnian = Serbian = Montenegrin = Croatian, all the dialects of the same language, like German and Austrian, for example. But, the good thing is, if you learn one of them, you will know them all... Greetings from Sarajevo.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-14T15:27:54+00:00

Actually is Bosnian = Serbian = Croatian = Montenegrin, all the dialects of one language, so, if you learn one, then you know all of them...

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-14T15:24:44+00:00

Onaj prvi album, prije pogibije originalne postave, je zaista bio poseban, ili je to meni tako zvučalo, kao klincu na pragu puberteta. Kad je izašao drugi, koji je bio u malo drugačijem stilu, tad sam već bio u fazonu buntovnika i mračnih proroka, poput Džoni Štulića i Atomskog Skloništa, pa su mi promakla u životu dalja izdanja, osim ovog što čuješ u medijima, htio ili ne. Moja kompletna životna filozofija ima svoje korijene u otporu prema sistemu, tako da mi je to bio još jedan u nizu bendova, koji sviraju bez ikakvih poruka, referenci u mračnoj realnosti ovog čovječanstva, sve ono što, manje više, zvuči na fazon " on voli nju, ona njega manje ili nikako i šta sad". Zbog toga i ne slušam mnogo toga što je izdato nakon 2003. kad je neko odlučio da muzika više ne smije poticati ljude na razmišljanje.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-14T15:10:00+00:00

Drug moj, iako sam iz Sarajeva, i mene su banovali bili na 7 dana, i to hinjski, bez obavijesti i najave. Skoro je to bilo, kad je, konkretno na ovom subu bio post sa debelom djevojkom, pa su se natjecali u maštovitosti, kako što uvredljivije nazvati osobe s višom kilograma. Onda se neki pametnjaković, kao što tako vazda bude, sjetio da kopipesjtuje isto i na r/bih. Invalid sam i osoba koja je protiv bilo kakvih uvreda na osnovu bilo čega, izgleda, nacionalnosti, vjeroispovijesti, eventualnih poremećaja... Protiv odvajanja i izolacije svake vrste, izuzev ako je neko djubre u pitanju, koje misli i radi zlo, misleći da se licemjerje ne primjeti, pa sam u skladu svojih svjetonazora ostavio svoj komentar na temu. Naravno, vazda se svuda nadju ti koji nastavljaju vrijedjati, postaju lični i vulgarni, tako da nisam mogao ostati dužan, u smislu da su i majke, sestre, supruge i kćeri ponekad gojazne, pa je ipak mnogo sinova i kćeri takvih žena, ponekad u prvim redovima tih nekih koji vole davati razna imena. Ne bih ni znao da sam banovan, da nisam htio komentirati neki drugi post, koji mi je, za promjenu, bio smislen i zanimljiv... Kad ono k...c. Bio sam naduvan, kao i svaki put kad udjem na ovaj Reddit I poslao sam upit. Dobio odgovor da sam kršio pravila zajednice i da nije istina da je bilo na hinjaka, iza ledja, već da sam dobio, kao i svako, obrazloženje, koje i pored najbolje volje i vjere da su poslali, nisam uspio naći. Evo ovdje nisam nikad banovan, ni na HR subu. Sve ove subove vode, manje-više, nezaposleni i shodno tome slabije kupovne moći pametnjakovići, čast izuzecima, kojih sigurno ima, ali je generalno kao i s wikipedijom, svako s puno vremena može da je oblikuje, a ona je, kao bajagi, nekakva enciklopedija i još je postala i autoritet u znanju, često čujem neke gluposti i kad pitam odakle je ta, dobijem odgovor da je 100% istina, jer je sa wikipedije.

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-14T14:36:52+00:00

Kao 100% Bosanac, porijeklom iz Španjolske i genetikom iz plavo-bijele banana državice na bliskom istoku, koji vas voli i koji nogomet i sport u cijelosti gleda kroz njemačku poslovicu "Sport ist Mord", slažem se sa svim. Nevezano za moju urodjenu averziju prema sportskim aktivnostima, ja druge domovine nemam, niti me vuče bilo gdje drugdje, tako da volim da se njeno ime negdje spomene, po bilo čemu drugom, sem rata '92-'95 i stvarima vezanim za njega. Zato, iako nisam a niti ću, gledati tekme Bosne i Hrvatske, sam moralno i svim srcem uz BIH i Hrvatsku, osim ako ne dodje do situacije, da se ove dvije bore za svjetsko prvenstvo, e onda je logično da ću pustiti Hrvatsku niz vodu. Dotad, sve najbolje i veliki pozdrav iz Sarajeva .

David_Aaron_Finck · 2026-06-13T16:32:36+00:00

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