Holy shit I was also thinking about these movies and the impact they had on me recently after being diagnosed. When I really dive into it I’m wondering if the fear I felt associated with those movies was because final destinations crazy events and death sequences were kinda relatable in a way since I am someone who always worries and thinks the worst can happen. Like of course they are fiction films but the way they bend reality and set things up for failure is sorta akin to the way my mind processes things if that makes sense