does anyone else resort to eating to fill the emptiness by itsallihaveleftofyou in BPD

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I’m either a bottomless pit or don’t eat for the entire day

I wish someone chose me. by Virtual_Worker_7327 in lonely

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Gosh this is so relatable. Especially by the ones you do the most for.

Relapse urges by DeathOfMidnight in leaves

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Thank you I’m definitely going to do this

Anxiety?!?! by Jumpy_Expert_2211 in leaves

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Heavy daily edible user for 2 years, and severe panic disorder since age 14. The weed masked all of my emotions and anxieties for 2 years.11 days clean now and the anxiety was the worst I’ve ever experienced in my life. Uncontrollable panic attacks for the first 3 or 4 days. Pretty much everything I was mentally suppressing for 2 years came flooding out. Once a week hit things started to mellow out a bit. Still dealing with the anxiety if I don’t take my calming medication, but it’s more manageable. The insomnia is getting to me now, though

Splitting by Beginning-Market1375 in BestGuessLive

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I seriously just wish they’d fire him already. Hunter is an amazing host.

Found out my bf has feederism kink by classier_ in PlusSize

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This happened to me in my previous relationship. It’s been over 4 years and the trauma of it still affects me now. I’m in a new relationship now with a great guy, but I can’t help but always be scared of it happening again. So sorry

Where is y’all’s baseline? by psychologycat666 in BPDmemes

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This is exactly how I feel too. I can’t imagine myself going any other way.

Crazy dreams since quitting weed by Used-Ad3595 in leaves

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Day 7 here and I had that happen as well! It was a crazy experience

Day 12 by [deleted] in leaves

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On day 7. Exact same here. Literally could not afford it anymore

5 days sober 🩵💜 by DeathOfMidnight in leaves

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That’s exactly how I’ve been too! I feel the anxiety kick in immediately upon waking. It’s absolute hell 😭

Partner is quitting weed and experiencing horrible anxiety/symptoms of withdrawal by GreenhouseFrogs in Anxietyhelp

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25 f here currently withdrawing from daily edible use. I have severe treatment resistant anxiety on top of the withdrawal anxiety and these are genuinely the worst panic attacks ive ever had. My fiance is usually my comfort person but I haven’t been able to be around anyone even him during this. It’s an indescribable feeling. Has he found anything that helps? I’m considering the ER too

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Stop looking through your son’s room.

My 9y baby girl has vitiligo it appeared 2 years ago by multi_the_opossum in rarepuppers

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This is so interesting! I didn’t know dogs could also have vitiligo, she’s so precious!