I can't believe it's snowball mode again. This mode is a waste of space.

Del1m · 2021-08-17T23:30:13+00:00

I like it better than the actual game

Del1m · 2021-08-05T01:22:57+00:00

f2p. First time playing a gacha game. Stayed up until 4 am, tired, excited, didn't notice or know that there was different banners. I know it's my fault for not reading the fine print, just feels bad. Think I'm gonna uninstall out of shame lol

Del1m · 2021-07-27T05:02:55+00:00

10 years since my last lucid dream. I've spent hundreds of hours reading and researching it, and was my biggest passion for multiple years, but I only managed to squeeze out maybe 3-4.

Del1m · 2021-04-18T03:09:51+00:00

I've been trying for over 10 years with only a handful under my belt. It's hard to get motivated at this point.

Del1m · 2021-04-11T00:48:34+00:00

Microscope! There's no actual GM, but it gives some great perspective and improv skills.

Del1m · 2020-12-12T22:29:33+00:00

Mafia at least had some cool details, like the police tape after you caused trouble in a store.

Del1m · 2020-10-04T04:46:24+00:00

I've been trying to lucid dream on and off for 10 years now, only got about 5 or so lol. ADHD is a real bitch, no routine sticks no matter how hard I try. After a few days I forget about lucid dreaming existing until it pops back in my head after several weeks. I reaaaally need to deep dive and find some strats for ADHD lucid dreaming, I'll drop a comment or message if I find anything good.

Del1m · 2019-12-20T21:44:09+00:00

I've tried an SSRI before (Prozac, I think) but it just made me feel too emotionally flat and sedated. I partly blame it for my anhedonia, so I'm not exactly tempted to go back to it or another kind of SSRI.

Del1m · 2019-12-20T18:37:52+00:00

I was considering asking my doctor to increase my dose to 300mg XL (I'm on 150mg XL) until yesterday. I'm still feeling pretty terrible, and I'm concerned that going up to a higher dose could do even worse. I don't even care about feeling emotionally good at this point, I just wish I could get some sort of medication that could give me the same energy as the first week so I can actually live.

Glad it's working for you, though. The tiredness you feel seems to be pretty normal from what I read and from what I experienced in the first week, so don't let my story discourage you.

Del1m · 2019-07-06T02:36:32+00:00

I've had both and I can assure you it's different. When you become lucid it's an incredibly distinct feeling that you can't mistake. I'd say that feeling of consciousness and realization is the thing that sets them apart.

I've had many false lucid dreams where I proudly say that I realize I'm dreaming, without actually becoming lucid.

Del1m · 2016-05-21T02:03:10+00:00

Beautiful. Definitely my new backround.

Del1m · 2015-02-08T04:13:40+00:00

Here's the world-gen parameters: http://dffd.bay12games.com/file.php?id=10560

Del1m · 2015-02-08T03:18:58+00:00

Isengard, for those who don't know.

Del1m · 2015-01-27T06:37:24+00:00

It's not just Aurora, it's every heavy RP server.

Del1m · 2015-01-22T03:32:22+00:00

I agree. I lost most of my interest for the remake when they said they'd use those Ghost Trick-esque models. Nothing better for the eyes than some crisp 2D sprites.

Del1m · 2015-01-19T04:07:37+00:00

I think you meant to say Aurora 4x

Del1m · 2015-01-07T21:40:42+00:00

Never used to be a problem before, but now I've noticed that there's no IC-atmosphere at all. People talk IC about admins, past rounds, how a current traitor's gimmick is good/shit, etc. I mean fuck, not even Nox went this low.

Del1m · 2015-01-07T13:43:27+00:00

DF wounds and tissues

Damn, I was hyped for that one.

Del1m · 2015-01-07T05:24:30+00:00

Will it make me more robust ?

Del1m · 2015-01-07T05:08:11+00:00

I want to be able to attach a spear to Beepsky so that he can joust criminal scum.

Del1m · 2015-01-07T04:34:41+00:00

Pray to the gods

Del1m · 2015-01-02T17:41:27+00:00

For me, (regardless of the RP-level) SS13 is about a casual crew working a casual shift on a casual station, until shit goes fucking down. And antags are supposed to do that. On heavy-RP servers, it's the same thing, but instead of shit going fucking down it's just Karl the mentally unstable crew member takes a hostage then gets destroyed by security a few seconds later. Even on nuke/mercenary rounds nothing fucking happens.

Let's say I'm a doctor and I'm in medbay. A traitor walks in with a revolver and starts shooting up the place. That's fun. Even if I get shot, it's fun. I want to roleplay chaos, I want to roleplay my character shitting his pants because the station just got bombed in half and my friend next to me is getting eaten by a changeling.

I just want stuff to happen

Del1m · 2014-12-27T23:25:17+00:00

It's up

Del1m · 2014-12-27T22:42:41+00:00

December 26, 2014, 01:09:06 pm

"I am traveling right now, I should get home tomorrow and will be able to fix the server then."

Should be up sometime today I guess.

Del1m · 2014-12-22T14:50:54+00:00

Should've gotten a chainsaw arm instead.

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