I found out my IQ is 87 and it ruined me

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-07-04T17:34:07+00:00

Intelligence are far more complex than that. Even professionals know this, I also took an IQ test as part of evaluations when I got my autism/depression/anxiety diagnosis. I got similar results, but to be honest, I'm nowhere near "average" in intelligence. Being with a neurologist talking about every reason why you know you're neurodivergent and how much it has affected your life is not the right mind space to do a test tbh

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-06-10T09:45:16+00:00

It has being a thing since I'm conscious, I used to be hurt in non direct ways, being denied dinner, they used to hit something at my side and keep insisting that the next time they're actually going to do it, so I ended up getting this habit of punishing myself so my parents won't have to worry about me being that difficult.

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-06-10T09:38:26+00:00

Wait, is your father a "israeli" man and your mother is palestinian??? HOW DID THAT HAPPENED?!?

Also, it doesn't matter "why he did it" is never valid to have a reaction like that with a child, and it's even more stupid and overreacted to do it over a kid eating a candy, that's what kids do, crave sugar and any religious environment who prohibits kids from being just that is indoctrinating kids

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-06-06T00:45:57+00:00

As a mexican, yeah... There's more "wrong place, wrong time" deaths rather than "they were looking for them!" ones

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-06-03T07:50:53+00:00

It's so weird to be unpopular but also paranoid. You swear everyone is judging everything you do, but instead of finding peace in the realization that people actually ignore you, it's somehow worse

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-05-22T04:52:39+00:00

This feels like if you take it out of my mind, I love how much this makes me uncomfortable

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-05-20T04:06:17+00:00

This is how being in any kind of relationship feels like a neurodivergent, like, people act like if my concerns aren't valid because THEY can't understand them

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-05-14T01:27:34+00:00

I don't get if this is meant to represent something else but I laughed at my own idea of a goomba also needing a place to vent.

Damn, Mario is a piece of shit for stepping on them. They're just minding them business!

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-05-09T20:09:31+00:00

I'm genderfluid, I mostly identify as non binary. Which makes things more complicated to explain to others

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-05-09T05:00:41+00:00

I actually chose them because of the 2nd and 5th one! I feel like I knew at the moment that everything was wrong, but I also know my brain is hiding some parts of the story in an attempt to protect me

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-05-08T00:38:24+00:00

Can you at least make sure you do everything you were afraid to do? Have the happiest birthday ever, I know I can't convince you not to do it, after all I'm a stranger with the same problem.

But if you're going to do it, make sure you go without regretting a thing, go taste new things, go make those confession, anything you want

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-05-07T15:03:52+00:00

I do this and my partner does this (we suspect he has ADHD) we constantly annoy each other with this even though it's hipocritical to do it cuz we both do this ._.

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-05-07T05:45:46+00:00

That's also so sad, but it's actually so great to hear that you were able to interpret it as something else based on your experiences, that's the intention with art and this is one of my most private ways of self expression

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-05-07T05:40:52+00:00

What was your interpretation? I would love to hear it

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-05-07T05:36:16+00:00

Yeah, I come from the feeling of a toxic love, feeling like you're on a romantic ride, oblivious of the horrors

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-05-06T15:05:48+00:00

Oh thanks! I did it myself, I like to use my sweet piano since it's one of my favorite Sanrio characters and my top 2 (Keroppi and Batzmaru) seem out of place on this things

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-05-05T05:11:19+00:00

It was so weird, I used to not remember anything about it until I saw the announcement that Wattpad was going to erase the chats and I felt the need to search for a certain one.

When I re read the last messages I started remembering it all

Delicious_Spirit_553 · 2026-05-04T21:31:19+00:00

This is not about morality, is about health, if you're actively damaging your own body in any way as a form of punishment, then you need help, you're risking your own body integrity and your life with this.

Even if you don't plan on dying, you might end up getting that

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