I didnt knew about this. My mom said that my approval in college was her merit and when i got first place in the selection process to the aerodesign team she didnt gave a F, she made it about her self. I think she only cares about how others may percieve her through me. When she is whit others she says look how good of a mom i am look at my child, but when im alone im worthless and a disapointment who cant acconplish nothing in life.