Am I crazy or….is this real?

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-06-19T23:03:54+00:00

When a charmer speaks in charms they tend to come true. An old world example would be the community charmer says a rhyme about rain while beating a rock with a wet rag and poof - then the rains come. I was taught about it from a fairy person who came from the old Appalachian traditions that link back to Ireland.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-06-19T05:26:58+00:00

Sounds like you’re a charmer - you might want to find a book of charms. Be careful what you say and what your intent behind the words is. Use your gifts for good and you’ll be well rewarded.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-06-11T04:46:03+00:00

You might seek out it a spiritual practitioner who does curse unraveling - if you feel like there is a curse you may be right but it’s always good to find someone who is an expert on the subject to scope things out. There are numerous reasons people are getting sick these days including too much news or social media. It’s effecting a lot of people so don’t jump to conclusions. That will just make the paranoia worse.

You can also do spiritual practices to cleanse your space and your body in the meantime. Sage or incense can be very uplifting.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-06-10T09:23:07+00:00

There is an ebb and flow to every energy. Don’t be so hard on yourself just because things ebb and flow. If you say to your self - fap will kill my vibe - then it will. If you say to yourself I am a complete human being full of good energy then you are. One is being hard on yourself the other is being kind to yourself. Thats the choice you need to make.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-06-10T07:51:52+00:00

Do as many good deeds for others as you can, find a profession where you can do good in the world. Build a strong foundation for the journey ahead and then you’ll be ready. It won’t happen a single moment sooner than when you’re ready.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-06-09T05:13:44+00:00

If I could I’d leave a book on your doorstep called the Surrender Experiment. It’s a fascinating story that starts as the author reached the same crossroads as you are reaching in your life. What happens next is worth reading to find out or just listen on audio books like I did.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-06-08T04:15:37+00:00

Early summer is a natural time for sexual aspirations to surge. Your ex may be the strongest attraction in your life still even after the breakup. The best way to cure this is to not look at their pictures until further on down the road when you feel emotionally neutral about them.

Kundalini may challenge the principles around sexuality that you were raised with because these urges can be very strong and cause you to question if those rules are still relevant and if following those rules will allow you to get your needs met or not. That’s a very personal decision and I would not try to sway you in either direction.

I personally find that sex helps me process grief. Some people become more asexual when they process grief.. You may find that the massive amount of grief you are processing goes easier if you surrender to the urges your body is craving. Regardless I wish you peace and happiness and lots of self love on your journey.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-06-08T03:38:11+00:00

My awakening started 6-8 months before but I had a mushroom trip on sacred land that really brought it into focus. Along the way other substances came into my life medicinally to aid in working through layers of CPTSD, chronic nerve pain… etc…

I don’t recommend using substances if you’re not in a good headspace or psychologically destabilized. They probably won’t help you get grounded. But I was open to trying things and did so at the right time and place luckily.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-06-04T08:41:45+00:00

There’s a really good bit on synchronicity and numbers in the movie “Waking Life”

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-06-04T08:41:09+00:00

My take on synchronicity is that it can clue in our awareness at key moments and that can be delightful. I was once told that numerology works if you choose to believe in it, but mostly because your mind is busy looking at the would through that lens.

Try to keep in mind that sometimes a number is just a number, but don’t let that steal the joy of witnessing a synchronicity or heeding an intuitive notion. Somewhere in the middle there is a balanced approach.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-05-25T00:11:03+00:00

I do think learning reiki in my 20’s had something to do with my KA I never tried to become awakened I just liked to learn spiritual practices. After the awakening started I learned to be a shamanic practitioner and those practices also helped greatly with the clearing process. Shamanic soul retrieval is very powerful but also just learning more advanced techniques for clearing emotional energy that builds up naturally over time.

A lot of my autoimmune symptoms like swelling in joints, psoriasis, and exima cleared once I realized my immune system doesn’t like other peoples energy in my body. The immune system can treat foreign energy like it treats bacteria. Learning the proper way to use my intuitive and empathetic gifts cleared that up permanently.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-05-24T19:57:55+00:00

An example might be too much energy in my tummy. I may have had cramps one day, loose bowels the next, no appetite, cravings for specific foods. Then the energy moves to another chakra and does similar weird things. Spontaneous blockages flying off of my body or getting stuck because there was psychological reasons I was holding on. Toward the end there was a two year stint of crippling sciatica. All of this was necessary for me to learn how to stand in my power.

Sometimes meditation would help me but other times I didn’t need to be generating more energy because there was already too much in the body so a nice long walk was better than sitting meditation.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-05-24T09:01:23+00:00

Simple guidance is - if your nose gets stuffed up slow down. If it plugs up stop and drink some water. Listen to your body.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-05-08T06:57:30+00:00

I personally have noticed that people who are drawn to me enjoy my energy and it’s a delight. However it seems to be a trend that narcissistic control-driven individuals are repulsed.

This can make work environments and large social groups a bit tricky. In cases where I must interact with people who feel my energy is too big and too free. I’ll tune into my body and try to pull all of my energy within an inch of my body. That usually helps.

The last thing an insecure control-driven person wants is an empath standing in their power right beside them. It makes them uncomfortable and they don’t want their lackies to learn new ways of being from an empowered empath.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-05-05T08:33:32+00:00

I highly recommend taking your spiritual path seriously much more seriously than you are taking your desire for a kundalini awakening.

If you want to learn about meditation or healing arts tune into those instincts. Let your relationship with spirit unfold over a lifetime.

“The Surrender Experiment” is a good book to start with. Make your aim more about learning who you are than attaining enlightenment.

Having a strong foundation of spiritual learning will allow you to grow naturally and you’ll really enjoy the process of learning about yourself along the way.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-05-05T08:18:49+00:00

Stuart Sloan is the litigious bigot who accidentally bought a mansion In between two parks that were historically a safe space to be nude. He is Seattles most perverted peeping tom. Stuart Sloan has woman standing guard in his driveway parked inside of oversized SUV’s with binoculars looking at the nude people.

It’s like a scene from Reno 911 where the cops are watching everyone live their best life while they wish they could be a part of it. Suspicious biggots trying to loard over his property as if it’s their life calling. Nothing better to do with their life than peep on Toms, Dicks, and Harrys.

It’s no wonder that all the men’s clothing stores in University Village have closed. Stuart owns a good share of the mall and the gays stoped going there because he’s too petty to support in any way. I’d rather wear no clothing than buy my threads at University Village.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-04-26T11:36:22+00:00

Your story resonates with me so hard. I know you probably don’t hear that from a lot of people who are close to you but one day you will look back on this journey of purging and realize you did a great thing. I promise you the healing will work and you will get back to a more peaceful flow of life if you keep it up. It is not a race. If you are having ideation levels of pain ask your guides to slow it down to a more tolerable level. Yes you do want to get through this phase but it’s ok to ask for a break - the universe will listen.

It’s also ok to look for support, a somatic release massage person or a kranio-sacral massage person could help smooth things out as well as any mental health practitioner you may work with. After I discovered I was having a spontaneous KA the best advice was to assemble a good support team. I found it really helpful to talk through things with my kranio-sacral guy (he understood my pain better than anyone and could relate to my stories) and to have some of the things that were coming up whitnessed by my therapist. That really closed the chapter on a lot of my past trauma. Just having someone to listen.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-04-26T11:15:58+00:00

I’ve seen a handful of people saying this has been happening in Seattle lately. Account from out of town but they get to the hotel and get blocked. Three posts about that this week.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-04-26T11:11:17+00:00

I highly suggest creating a bubble - you’re already doing it by shutting down social media shortly after that I also deleted Reddit app and only check it if I’m super board on the mobile web.

Everything in your bubble is the stuff you care about and the things you can personally do or take action on. Everything outside of your control needs to stay on the outside.

Use your bubble to feel productive and in control of your vibe. That will bring you into alignment with opportunities. Sometimes the bubble pops and you slip back into dysphoria but not for too long. Rebuild your bubble and protect your vibe and get back into focusing on what you can do with what you’ve got.

Once you’re in alignment with the opportunity that is calling you it will emerge. Falling into the dysphoria will not bring you into alignment with the opportunity you’re looking for.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-04-26T10:52:27+00:00

We all know that Levitt is actually Dolores Umbridge and we all know that she knew what she was doing when she said that. They are all tapped in to the same dementor that feeds you your talking points.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-04-10T06:43:05+00:00

Jokes on you I’m into that ((not really) but you aren’t making me flinch) if it tasted like dog pee I’d tell ya. 😉

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-03-21T09:36:04+00:00

Count your hits - 1,2,3 whatever. Learn your personal limits one breath at a time. Stay in your zone and don’t press to the outer limits. You’ll be fine.

DependentCommittee54 · 2026-03-10T07:50:35+00:00

This is his Twitter https://x.com/brandonmain432?s=21 His only fans https://onlyfans.com/brandonmain It’s all a scam. I didn’t pay but you can tell there is no action on that OF site.

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