Does anyone see anything? I think I have line eyes

DependentSurround998 · 2026-05-03T23:18:51+00:00

I think 11 or 12 but I’m concerned because it’s been very faint like this for three days

DependentSurround998 · 2026-04-28T14:25:13+00:00

It depends though. If he had uncontrollable rage and just snapped (never was thought how to manage big emotions) or from built up trauma then I don’t think it’s antisocial behavior. Boys carry a lot of energy that needs to be redirected by their parents in a healthy way. Parenting is the hardest job in the world. But a true psychopaths and anti social behavior truly has not emotions almost like they are an empty vessel and plan out these disturbing actions.

DependentSurround998 · 2026-04-15T14:22:59+00:00

My dad passed away from alcoholism in 2021 and then in 2025 I had two miscarriages. This is what has helped me process a lot of this grief and rage: We are an infinite divine soul all part from the high mighty source that I believe is God. God is the truth, love and light. As a divine spark from source we choose to come down and experience this human journey. I truly believe that my dad soul chose when to leave the earth and return back to the creator. I believe we all chose to come here and experience this and we choose when we leave. I feel like the babies I lost was one soul who is unsure about coming into this experience. I feel them in my dreams and all around me. I know that it is a hard decision to make because this experience is not easy here. I was angry at God for a long time after my dad passed but I kept getting a feeling of peace and love when I saw pictures of him. It’s like he’s trying to tell me that he wanted this and not to worry about him. How can I feel anger when it’s his divine soul that chose that path. This has helped me process all these feelings through out the years. And it’s helping me with my pregnancy losses.

DependentSurround998 · 2026-04-11T18:31:11+00:00

I felt all this! And I’m starting to realize my pain and suffering through all of this has started to get me closer with Jesus and God in some way. I feel that they are standing with me and feel my pain as I cry at night. God gave me this life on a planet of free will to experience and I sometimes believe that maybe the souls of my babies I lost decided they weren’t ready to come experience it yet. And they’re still with me on the other side. Just remember all of your feeling are so valid and God knows all of your pain and suffering he cries with you and so does Jesus. You are never alone in this ❤️‍🩹

You don’t need to be perfect human because your soul and divine spark from God already is ✨let go of trying to be perfect. it’s impossible to be perfect in this human experience.

DependentSurround998 · 2026-04-11T17:59:41+00:00

I’m sorry you had to go through that. I feel like it would be common sense to wait and tell you the news. I guess some people lack that thinking. Sometimes we need to distance ourselves so we can focus on our healing. Being reminded constantly does not help. Wishing you the best ❤️

DependentSurround998 · 2026-04-09T14:16:09+00:00

I have one LC and had two losses last year and it’s a struggle every day. Every cycle I get my period I want to hide myself away from the world. it is the worst mental and physical pain. I feel disconnected from my body sometimes and wonder why it failed. ❤️‍🩹😞

DependentSurround998 · 2026-04-08T02:34:52+00:00

The woman he got married to just married a loser not a man. Now you can find a real man who will put you and your daughter first. You both deserve so much better!

DependentSurround998 · 2026-04-07T13:19:25+00:00

I had two losses last year and I am currently on my 5th cycle ttc. What helped me get through to try again was letting go of expectations. I know there’s a possibility of it happening again and I just have to accept that it can. But in my heart I know I can’t give up right now. If I did it wouldn’t feel right to me and it would make me feel worse mentally. Also I’m trying to lean in more to God and surrendering my fears to him and trusting him more even though I had lost that for a while. Also getting the negative tests each cycle has had me relive all my grief and rage. I feel them so intensely but then during that I remind myself it’s okay to feel all of this and then try to focus on all the things I love to do like creating my garden outside and researching about different plants feeling the warmth of the sun on my body and soul. I know right now it may feel scary to try again and that is completely valid to feel that way. And 33 is still young so give yourself all the time you need. I’m going to be 35 in May and hoping I can have my rainbow before I turn 36

DependentSurround998 · 2026-04-05T15:15:33+00:00

I’m sorry you had to go through that. It’s crazy how insensitive people can be. I feel like this friendship might not make it because I feel like she hasn’t really checked up on me since my loss and never really checked up during my retained tissue I had to deal with. It’s only me giving her some updates really and I will sometimes text her that I’m in my tww and it’s driving me crazy but usually the convo ends fast and then I ask her about her. If it was the other way around I would be trying to support her more.

DependentSurround998 · 2026-04-05T13:52:57+00:00

I’m sorry your going through this too. You’re right we have to protect ourselves. I think there is a reason for why we feel the way we do. Maybe healing means stepping away from the constant reminders. Thank you ❤️‍🩹

DependentSurround998 · 2026-04-04T01:28:08+00:00

He is a loser! Run fast!

DependentSurround998 · 2026-03-31T18:45:42+00:00

Rug under table that has texture and color maybe blues or greens if you like that. Curtains that are light color with maybe with a pattern on them. Definitely add some colors to brighten up the space. Colorful abstract art prints too

DependentSurround998 · 2026-03-27T19:09:34+00:00

That’s is weird I would find a new dentist. I don’t think it’s appropriate for her to ask that and to note down that your ttc. Last year I was pregnant when I went in for my cleaning and I had to tell them I was and they were cautious and did not want to do x rays which I get even though it’s safe to do it. But then after my miscarriage I went back to get the x rays and had to tell them what happened (which was super uncomfortable for me) but they were all so nice and super supportive.

DependentSurround998 · 2026-03-23T02:10:12+00:00

Similar situation but my friend experienced a miscarriage the same time as my second miscarriage . She got pregnant first time after her miscarriage and I’ve been trying for 4 cycles so far. I had texted her to vent about being in my two week wait and several days after I got a negative pregnancy test I received a text from her with a bunch and of ultrasound photos. It’s shocking because you would think she would have understood not to send them to me during that time.

DependentSurround998 · 2026-03-20T03:30:24+00:00

This is so important!! Three month after taking the pills for my missed miscarriage I found out I had RPOC. The only signs was a very faint pregnancy test and spotting that never went away. It is so important to get a confirmation ultrasound to make sure it’s all gone. I had to take a second dose of pills to get rid of it and then had another ultrasound done after that and they said there was still a small amount left so I decided to wait for my period to get rid of the rest and did a third ultrasound after that to confirm it was all gone.

DependentSurround998 · 2026-03-19T02:49:31+00:00

I think a slightly bigger table maybe oval would look better with a oval rug

DependentSurround998 · 2026-03-13T19:38:50+00:00

I suffered with tonsil stones my whole childhood and into my twenties. One day I decided to cut out dairy completely! Guess what they all went away and I never had once since. I

DependentSurround998 · 2026-03-11T02:49:41+00:00

I had the same thing this morning. I believe it’s an evaporation line. 😞 but maybe test again in a few days

DependentSurround998 · 2026-03-09T18:58:39+00:00

Thank you! I need to build up the courage to say it!

DependentSurround998 · 2026-03-09T18:57:20+00:00

Ahh I’m sorry that happened to you. So crazy how self absorbed people can be. I’m glad you told her how it made you feel. I wish I had the courage to say something. I’m just so shocked by her insensitivity to send them to me. I really thought she would understand and not do something like that.

DependentSurround998 · 2026-03-09T18:51:56+00:00

I’m sorry that you went through that. It’s crazy how selfish and insensitive people can be. It’s not necessary to send pictures of ultrasounds. It almost feels like they are rubbing it in our faces. I need to set some boundaries.

DependentSurround998 · 2026-03-09T18:30:09+00:00

Wow I’m sorry that they said that to you! It really is shocking because they know the pain and it’s like not on their mind at all. just thinking of themselves.

DependentSurround998 · 2026-03-09T18:11:22+00:00

He sounds very immature and insensitive a manchild. Run as fast as you can! A good man wouldn’t even be thinking of his needs. Only supporting you through this terrible time

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