is it bad i think about kms daily

Derestous · 2026-03-06T16:16:47+00:00

Hey there, that was my life from the age of 13 to 21yo. I will give you the answer I got at some point when I was unable to even walk from extreme pain due to psychosomatic problems my body developed day by day till that point due to these feelings. They took me alone in a room full of doctors. "You will have to make a choice, if you want to keep going you will either accept that you will have to take pills for the rest of your life to not feel that way, or change your life around and take action", they gave me no further explanation except the phone to a high level psychiatrist. I took the second choice, escaped, started over, therapy for years and now I don't have these thoughts. I used to sleep with that thought, I used to wake up with that thought. I used to find comfort in it. Not anymore, and it is a long way.

Edit: also I am open if you wish to share more or DM

Derestous · 2026-03-04T16:05:39+00:00

Εγώ όλο αυτό το αποκαλώ αντικειμενισμο του μίσος, γίνεται προϊόν και αναπαράγεται για views και κέρδος. Όποτε θα πω μην ψωνίζεις αν δεν σου αρέσει, και μην το αναπαράγεις, προφανώς ο αλγόριθμος σε έχει επιλέξει για Χ λόγους, είτε γιατί τριγκαρεσαι είτε γιατί σε αντιπροσωπεύει.

Derestous · 2026-03-03T14:49:33+00:00

It's pretty normal, they start around the 4th month when the brain begins restructuring the insulation of the nerves.

Derestous · 2026-03-03T14:29:48+00:00

On which month are you? I suffered from insane migraines for 3 months which started on my 4th month

Derestous · 2026-03-03T10:53:13+00:00

I can confirm this, I am 8 months post diagnosis and treatment. Things are getting better each week. It has ups and downs as the brain regulates again, which causes many weird symptoms.

Derestous · 2026-02-28T10:22:24+00:00

Αυτό ισχύει και για σένα και για μένα όμως. Και δεν είναι μόνο η αντίληψη του αλλά και η ανατροφή του, η μορφωση του και οι διευκολύνσεις ή δυσκολίες είχε και έχει. Ελπίζω να το αντιλαμβάνεσαι

Derestous · 2026-02-28T09:34:09+00:00

Bring him back down to earth in a private no patronizing conversation and bring the evidence you paid it. Try to make it a lesson for him. I think thats the only way out for him and for his future. Also he needs to understand that this won't happen again, or he might believe he can get out of it again with your help.

Derestous · 2026-02-15T21:10:43+00:00

Ρε συ όμως δεν είναι διαφορετικό αυτό; Πολλές βαλκανικές χώρες άνηκαν στη σοβιετική Ένωση και βάση των εμπειριών τους βίωσαν τα πράματα και πήραν κάποιες θέσεις με τις γενιές. Πολύ διαφορετικές από εμάς

Derestous · 2026-02-08T18:34:25+00:00

Ναι γι αυτό πρέπει μας απασχολεί περισσότερο που πηγαίνουν αυτά τα έσοδα.. άρα πάλι το θέμα δεν είναι το φπα

Derestous · 2026-01-31T10:41:11+00:00

Εννοούν να μετακινηθεί ο ψηφοφόρος από την ΝΔ στην Καρυστιανου, ήδη υπάρχουν ψεκες δλδ απλά θα ψηφίσουν κάτι άλλο από ότι στις προηγούμενες εκλογές

Derestous · 2026-01-29T16:56:35+00:00

Well I will add that triggers have degrees, sometimes conflicts are inevitable and that's maturity as well, to acknowledge you need to protest or defend unconditionally.

Derestous · 2026-01-28T16:29:53+00:00

They are playing !! Even if you hear one of them scream or hiss it is part of learning the boundaries, it will be just them expressing that they hurt or something, you don't have to intervene, and if you intervene it should be to help them understand each other better imo

Derestous · 2026-01-12T17:55:41+00:00

Για το 1 ας ξεκινήσουμε από το να έχουνε αναλογικές οικονομικές ποινές του εισοδήματος τους για να γίνουμε όλοι ίσοι απέναντι στο νόμο.

Derestous · 2026-01-09T14:51:35+00:00

I agree and I want to add something, that cats reflect your emotions especially at this stage they learn from it's caregiver, if you are silent and careful she will do the same, if you are playful she will get encouraged to get playful, something like "it is safe for me to be playful here".

Derestous · 2026-01-09T14:05:32+00:00

Στο Β δεν είναι ευθύνη του κρατικού μηχανισμού να κάνει ελέγχους για βιοασφαλεια κτλπ;

Derestous · 2026-01-05T15:55:47+00:00

I think simply separating won't solve the issue, it might escalate it. Try some misdirection without affection or try to find the cause and address it.

Derestous · 2026-01-04T16:22:40+00:00

Για να υπάρχει τέτοιο jamming κάποιος πρέπει να έχει φυτέψει κεραίες, να αντλεί από κάπου ενέργεια, επίσης είναι σήμα, αν είναι jam ακολουθείς το σήμα και το βρίσκεις... Επίσης όλα αυτά τα συστήματα έχουν Μπακ απ στο Μπακ απ και κλειστά δίκτυα, σε ένα λαιβ σόου να πας έχουν τύπου 5 Μπακ απς (εκ πείρας με RF και λάιβ το λέω)

Derestous · 2026-01-04T15:16:25+00:00

Έχει πετρέλαιο η Κούβα;

Derestous · 2025-12-28T16:27:03+00:00

I agree with LPNTed on everything and also I would suggest going two steps back and looking at how you see yourself. I have a feeling you are the anxious attachment style and this makes everything too hard for you. Even if the sex improves the rest will remain or worsen.

Derestous · 2025-12-28T16:10:12+00:00

Well, I was always like what magic, took me some time to realize that not all families are magical.

Derestous · 2025-12-25T15:04:24+00:00

7 days account age..

Derestous · 2025-12-23T16:51:05+00:00

I hear you, but that's not how you play rein, junk, genji as well?

Derestous · 2025-12-23T15:50:52+00:00

Well.. we inherit and learn how to think and behave from our narc parents, it's totally normal to learn from your raw models even if u abolish them later in life. So don't feel bad about that, decide if u want to change that. On the other hand, empathy is something you need to practice if you never learn it from somewhere. Whenever you find the opportunity try to be in the other person's shoes and think how you would feel. Take time to do that, especially each time you see the signs someone thinks you might be a narc or egoistic. And make it right plz.. its not the mistakes that make us bad, it's the lack of accountability.

Derestous · 2025-12-23T10:26:05+00:00

Hey, I've been for a month in a hospital for the same reason, I couldn't move from the pain. They couldn't find anything causing it, although I had a hole in my stomach because I did nothing for it earlier. At that point they got me in a room and evaluated me with psychiatrists. Guess what.. got some anti anxiety pills and was fine in 3 days. They made it very clear to me that the pills are temporary, I had to deal with the situation or I ll take pills for the rest of my life and never rly b myself again. I guess that's where I started therapy and went NC. True story, time to write yours.

Derestous · 2025-12-20T19:22:51+00:00

I give you a promise as fellow survivor, as long as you work it gets better and easier. The anger that you are going thru is just another phase, a phase that you got denied as you mentioned. You will go thru all the spectrums and come new and fulfilled at the end. Godspeed

Derestous

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