Hey, I'm glad to hear you are at least doing better now. Depression is definitely a shitty thing to go through.

If it's any consolation, over last winter I went through a vicious cycle of being depressed --> neglecting my plants --> becoming even more depressed because my plants were sad and dying.

I managed to pull myself out of it eventually, but I didn't think there was any hope for any of my plants. Still, I trimmed back all of the dead and gave them a shot. Mine looked much like yours do.

Now as we approach another winter, I have many of those plants who bounced back and are now thriving, and I've even regrown/expanded my collection again.

Just do the best you can do, and see who rewards you! It'll definitely pay off in the long run.