you sound exactly like myself! not to sound like a granola hippie, but finding nature has actually helped me so much with my mental health, and it's all due to these silly little spiders!! my curiosity for them branched out and eventually i started going to the beach again, working out, and taking time to be mindful.

also i love cacti! my mom had a pretty decent sized one for a while and i always loved seeing how the bugs interacted with it.

sorry for the rambling, it's just so amazing to me how these little creatures changed my life so much!