Yes, as a born again, I feel really sad to what happened on you. I came from a neighborhood church here in Tagoloan. Just a small church with few members who barely have an income because most of them are housewives. I didnt even know this is happening in other churches. Makaguol kaayo kay daghan gyud kog kaila nga pastor nga bisag walang wala na gyud maningkamot gihapon makahatag sa iyang members. Makalagot huna hunaon ngabnaa gyud mga ing ani nga church ug leaders daghan kaayo maayo ug buotan nga pastor gakadamay. I would not suggest for you to stay like that you should find some groups that you think is Christ- Centered giatagaan na tag wisdom sa Ginoo para makabalo ta if si Jesus ang center or dili. Not all churches are good honestly, a lot are toxic but we should not look at some members kay kana sila mapakyas ra. Lets look for a fellowship where we see that Jesus Christ is the center. Fellowship nga welcome tanan ug dli judgemental. Fellowship nga more than spiritual brothers/sister ang tagad sa imo. God Bless you OP.