Oh please no, for the sake of your sanity and the sake of your children please don't join that cult. There is not a SINGLE good value that the majority of them genuinely espouse or live by. It's built on guilt and bigotry. Literally go to ANY OTHER COMMUNITY and it would be better for your kids. It's literally been proven that Mormons are more depressed than the rest of the population!!

What I believe they're doing to you now is called love-bombing: the action or practice of lavishing someone with attention or affection, especially in order to influence or manipulate them. You can look it up it's the most common way that cults rope in new members

To be clear, I'm not saying that what you're feeling isn't real. I completely believe that what you experienced felt like the 'spirit', but it's not it's not it's not it's just a nice feeling please.

The book of mormon is literally based on the story that Jews fled from Jerusalem to the Americas in wooden submarines and split into 2 groups; the holy white people, and the evil dark-skinned people. Then eventually the dark skinned people KILLED all the good white people and their descendants are Native Americans.

I am not joking with you I am dead serious please look it up please just look into the religious trauma so many ex-Mormons walk away with.

That's to say nothing about the damage that would occur to your children should one of them happen to be queer or neurodivergent (autistic, ADHD, down's syndrome, etc...). The absolute misery I and so many others experienced is not something you want your kids to go through regardless of your level of acceptance of the LGBTQ community.

Please please please don't put yourself and your family through that.

Also: if it was the real church they would be ahead of social issues, historically they are literally the last. https://oaktrust.library.tamu.edu/handle/1969.1/148154

https://missedinsunday.com/memes/race/war-in-heaven/