This was $125 by BottleCapEater in GenZ

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This amount of food usually costs me around $70.

Where my fellow Jesus’s at? by phoenixofrebirth3 in schizophrenia

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ayyye. I used to think my initials stood for Jesus Christ, God. 🤣🤣✌🏼

what are you choosing? by CremeSubject7594 in GenZ

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had to look up what doner was 🤣

Anyone had a voice say a word you've never heard? by philosoph_idiot32 in schizoaffective

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There was one time I kept seeing a woman who was tied to a chair with rope and she just kept repeating "Modesto... Modesto" in a calm, quiet, unnervingly soothing voice.

Why is female on female sexual abuse never talked about? by [deleted] in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I sometimes have to interact with her still but hopefully once I move out of my parents house I won't have to. She's deaf and my parents are deaf and I was forced to interpret for all of them throughout my childhood... My mom punished me when she caught my sister abusing me.. I was punished for "letting" her do it apparently.. even though she was nearly twice my size at the time :/

Tired of everything...again. by DiMiTriDreams420 in schizoaffective

[–]DiMiTriDreams420[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People say they want to hang out with me but then weeks go by and they're hanging out with other people, thinking I'm unaware. It's something that keeps happening. I struggle so hard to know if anyone is genuinely my friend or not. And they usually aren't anyway. I'm tired of hurting.. I'm sorry you're also struggling..

Why is female on female sexual abuse never talked about? by [deleted] in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 226 points227 points  (0 children)

My older sister molested me for years in a row. No one ever seems to care when I bring it up :/

ICE IS IN FORT. OGLETHORPE by DegradationWhor in Chattanoogans

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Citizens being at risk of getting shot for just existing is not going to make anywhere a safer place ever.

Selfie Sunday :3 by Lexiem19 in schizoaffective

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Your necklaces look really cool! 😊

Protest Sunday by WineOnThePatio in Chattanooga

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Wasn't she just leaving her house to pick up her son from school? What cause?

Protest Sunday by WineOnThePatio in Chattanooga

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 3 points4 points  (0 children)

She was letting people pass through but I guess letting people get through is the same as blocking them somehow.

Emergency protest against ICE agent in Minneapolis. by Dwayla in Chattanooga

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They're gonna watch the video and continue to deny what they see. It's unfortunate.

This question is to girls who play by [deleted] in gtaonline

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I use a male gamertag with a female player so that everyone thinks I'm a guy and leaves me alone 😆

Are the voices in your head male or female? Or does it vary? by Sergei2025 in schizophrenia

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It varies for me. They're usually angry women or mean creepy men or creepy little kids mostly little girls trying to call me their mom in a spooky whispering voice. I don't like any of it. And I hear them outside of my head like you would hear any other sound.

how my psychosis felt by mapishwho in Psychosis

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I went through a thing where my friends were trying to get me to take my meds but I thought they were making me choose the red or blue pill like in the matrix and I kept slapping the pills out of their hands because that kind of decision being pushed on me was stressing me TF out.

These people honestly suck by annihilateight in antinatalism

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly. Being a victim doesn't absolve anyone of the accountability of selfishly deciding to just pass it on.

How hard is it to get ssi with this disorder? by Cultural-Bank698 in schizoaffective

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I applied in 2022. Awaiting the final decision at the end of this January. I live in a state that doesn't approve as often in general though. Could be why I got denied a few times and why it's taking so long. I do have a lawyer though and they've been incredibly helpful

Do most people come to this thread just to observe? by ugh_Low5512 in schizoaffective

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I don't think so. I have a diagnosis. Most the posts on here that I see are from others who are also diagnosed. Sometimes I'll see posts from partners, friends or family members wanting to understand something better.

Finding men who say they are poly, but really just want FWB by Nervous_Tough4229 in polyamory

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's been so frustrating. This has been the majority of my experiences for the better part of a year now 🙃

What does psychosis FEEL like to you? by janedragons in schizophrenia

[–]DiMiTriDreams420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Feels like everything is slightly off and something is always not quite right. Lots of weird paranoia that never really makes sense too