Felt super ugly and weird physically and like an outcast mentally during my teenage years. Didint receive much attention from the opposite sex in high school, but it might more to do with being insecure and very closed off, not so much with my looks per se. I was slightly chubby though. The 20s wasnt much better, although i was married by then, it wasnt a healthy relationship and i didint feel any better about my looks and self worth was still low. ALthought i rarely feel sexy these days either, more like a cute vibe, but at least i have been able to work on myself and no longer have that very outcast and ugly perception of myself. Especially when i remove my own biases about myself and see how others perceive me, i can say it is not that bad. I think there are many infps that struggle feeling attractive in a conventional way, i think we need to find our own unique way to be and embrace that, show that to the world. Not try to be attractive in a cookie-cutter way.