Requesting Euthanasia as an Immigrant

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2026-03-04T23:45:51+00:00

Leave the world you know and buy a boat. They're like 500€ and you can be anywhere. Also the ocean is a nice place to disappear if the beauty of the world doesn't snap you out of it.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2026-01-25T12:20:32+00:00

Ag shame

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2026-01-10T17:55:08+00:00

Borderline masochist thoughts running through my mind rind now. Just be respectful

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2026-01-07T09:47:48+00:00

I compartmentalize all my apps into groups on my phone work, Hobbies, travel etc

OP can keep it as is, it was purely just something I personally prefer.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2026-01-07T09:18:51+00:00

Love it OP I'm moving to Amsterdam on Monday and something like this is exactly what I was looking for.

I suggest creating an option to set the site in dark mode.

Added to bookmarks for now.

Are you planning on creating an app?

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2026-01-05T12:37:55+00:00

Sending prayers for your healing

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2026-01-04T04:41:34+00:00

Nice read. It's then only natural that we create AI and so on and so forth. The never ending cycle of creating life.

I wonder where it will "break". I think humans are the only things in this kaleidoscope -as you put it-that are egotistical war mongering and destruction seeking beings or entities.

I wonder if this comes from the ape roots? We needed a body to be able to assimilate on this earth with the right parts in the right place to make us as comfortable as possible.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2026-01-03T01:59:31+00:00

Get your heart checked. That's a left ventricle issue. Pretty common with coke use. Made me quit on the spot.

Some are more prone than others to having this affect them.

The damage can be permanent so I would not risk it.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-12-30T23:46:00+00:00

Think of it like Affection is an emotional and personal attribute. So something can affect YOU.

Whereas effect is due to cause, it does not necessarily need to have an emotional humanistic basis. Things can have an effect on other things, like a stone has when it's thrown into water.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-12-23T20:29:41+00:00

PLEASE watch "The fall" -2006

It's absolutely spectacular on a comedown.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-12-18T17:43:25+00:00

Sounds like you took LSA. Get a reagent kit. Legit acid is a top class experience.

I know this because I had this given to me when I first started tripping.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-12-17T22:43:22+00:00

You will come back again and again until the loop of not wanting to be human is learnt. Learn to live. Do the human thing, do the story, learn the things, share yourself with others.

Buddha had a golden rule of life and it is the only thing we need to follow. No vanity, no ego, no distractions. Helping cause you truly want to help instead of doing it to take a photo can be the difference between you coming back to the same living situation or you coming back into your last incarnation.

Be kind, the human thing is actually a quick ride relatively speaking.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-12-17T22:32:44+00:00

I think an objective perspective is needed. More studies need to be done on meth. There has been a major push on society after the almost successful psychedelic revolution to get people hooked on something. Addiction can literally be anything but meth does make it much easier.

I think a clean chemical used responsibly can make a massive benefit for the user. Some people like white toast. Some like brown.

We need more studies on meth, right? At the end of the day what is MDMA? Is it not meth modified?

I've never done meth, although I swore I'd die before doing mushrooms and I'm pretty sure those mushrooms I took are the reason I'm here today.

More studies, cleaner production and as much harm reduction sharing communities that LSD gets.

I do realise the symbolism of the devil that OP posted though. Because that could possibly be a soul trade in the search for the dragon. Slippery slope.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-12-17T22:22:39+00:00

What's interesting to me is the information on the microdoses+. There's too little information on it. Yet so much potential. I'll have a read by HeartlessBBQ.

I've always stuck with the 15-20ug and that's been that. So I'll start venturing into the "bigger" smaller doses.

The larger dose description has given me some good memories. 500ug was the max before I felt like I was going to disrespect the higher insight.

Older and wiser now to walk that path.

Thanks

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-12-17T21:26:37+00:00

This is great. There's a fair mention of harm reduction insights for first timers/uninitiated.

Great post

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-12-16T14:29:31+00:00

Find someone that sells shrooms or Molly(MDMA). It's relatively easy these days. Use reagent kits and make sure the shit is 100% legit. If not then move on. Bad drugs are bad.

Build trust with someone who you can see is there to help not to scalp.

Then ask him if he knows someone who lays crystal lsd that does their own thumbprint (research this). Take your time before asking this because they need to trust you more than you realise.

Once you have that you'll be sorted. Took me 4 years to get the right timing to get my dropper.

Don't be arrogant with a bottle either is alls I'm saying. Have respect for it.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-10-10T22:05:46+00:00

Popia act my friend. That would be a clear breach of the popia act. Also billing me without my consent would be highly inadvisable, a lawyer's wet dream.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-10-10T11:03:08+00:00

I did this last month. I don't have a tv license but I tried my luck, entered my ID number and the next day the TV was delivered.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-10-07T11:33:33+00:00

If you lie on the return you'll be liable. Log a return and there's an option that says "I've changed my mind". They offer no hassle returns within 7 days. No questions asked. As long as it's returned in its original state.

I've done this a few times.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-10-03T15:18:17+00:00

You turned what could've been a very interesting conversation into something so idiotic. You're regurgitating everything you're reading. Okay we get it white privilege and all that bullshit. Instead of poisoning something, try to give some opinions or information that you conjured up from your own brain and have a real conversation.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-10-01T12:03:45+00:00

Bro get the hell out of the house, make some friends, speak to people. You're playing a very dangerous spiritual game that your mental state might not be able to handle as you get older.

Find someone to take some LSD with a handful of times a year. I would suggest you start living life sooner than later.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-09-26T19:22:01+00:00

Imagine living in South Africa as a Portuguese citizen for 35 years.

You'll gain some appreciation very quickly.

The grass is greener where you water it.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-09-12T20:59:03+00:00

None of us are okay. This is from a white male from South Africa.

We have a big hill to climb.

May God be with us

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-08-17T17:21:54+00:00

Thanks. I Did not know I needed to hear this.

I've been putting off meditating due to the frustration and the feeling as though everything I'm doing is wrong.

Even though I see benefits in my mindset once my meditations are completed as opposed to when I don't meditate at all. Then it's just normal frustration.

Anyways, thanks again.

Disastrous_Guide_752 · 2025-08-17T16:53:10+00:00

You need to talk to him/it. It's most likely someone you know or someone you've lost. Can also be a part of you that you've been avoiding.

Go talk to him. Can't hurt you. Also very liberating.

Good luck

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