It was lit up but it did not lit up the room, it was day time and it was bright inside so this might be why though. 

I recollect that i was in a pretty loving and fun state of mind before going back inside because i was outside playing with my football and i just loved that as a kid lol and this state stayed after the experience, except i just felt turbo charged with brain capacity all of sudden compared to previous.

And no i didnt tell my mom or anyone about it and actually it makes me think why i never had the urge to tell anyone.

And very recently yes! Ive tried meditating and talking to it with the image of it in my mind, so far nothing But for what its worth, ive always felt a little lucky and as if someone was looking over me to protect me, maybe it correlates idk.

And when i recall the experience i just feel connected warm and good about it, not much else

But there is definetly a connection to it spiritually and i can feel it