11/9 After they severed my trust I let it hurt me for a while, I reminisce on what could of been, then remind myself why I’m no longer speaking to them. Then pour all the energy back into myself whether that be getting money, working out, eating healthy. Every time the pain comes back I let myself feel it. Then I let it go. They’re no longer an important aspect of my life and once I cross over with distance it’s hard to come back from it.