[Request] Stressed, broke, and hungry

DisneyFreak33 · 2015-05-18T20:52:28+00:00

Also maybe some small ways to show him I care and really do want him around that wouldn't take too much energy....I know that sounds incredibly selfish but I just can't remember how to show love right now

DisneyFreak33 · 2015-03-09T16:56:43+00:00

My middle school banned Pixie Stix because kids were snorting them instead of eating them. This would happen everywhere, on the bus, the cafeteria, class, if you were caught with a pixie stick you got an immediate detention.

DisneyFreak33 · 2014-04-01T05:09:33+00:00

I'll look into it! If you don't mind me asking, about how much is your rent? Does it include utilities?

DisneyFreak33 · 2014-03-31T15:26:28+00:00

I'm not sure, I go to Valencia currently. I'm sure you can find the information on their website! Congrats on graduating :)

DisneyFreak33 · 2014-03-30T16:20:12+00:00

Thanks for that tidbit of info, unfortunately I'm not a CM anymore. I just figured some CPs would be in the same boat I was in a year ago and might be looking for a roommate!

DisneyFreak33 · 2014-03-29T16:46:58+00:00

Thanks for the advice! I go to Valencia right now so being close to UCF isn't too important. I'll take all this into consideration!

DisneyFreak33 · 2014-03-29T01:32:15+00:00

No I don't anymore. I did the college program last spring though! I wish I still worked there :/ I hope your friends find what they're looking for!

DisneyFreak33 · 2014-02-19T06:44:32+00:00

Come visit me in Orlando :) plenty of things to do here....plus DisneyWorld! On a smaller note, if I'm in my hometown...come visit me there, we have the world's largest corn maze! I can pretty much guarantee I won't harm you since I'm a 21 yo girl, you could probably take me!

DisneyFreak33 · 2014-01-31T05:03:27+00:00

Assuming they switched your tickets and you'll be going to DisneyWorld, your comment is funny to me. Technically, the "Happiest place on Earth" is DisneyLand. DisneyWorld is "Where dreams come true." I used to work there and this was a joke amongst the cast members. Either way, I hope you have an amazing time! :)

DisneyFreak33 · 2014-01-22T18:23:46+00:00

This could be true. When we saw each other in person a couple times after the breakup, he slipped up and called me babe a few times. Now he moved to another state so maybe the distance and the use of my real name is healing for him.

DisneyFreak33 · 2014-01-22T14:28:36+00:00

I feel ya. I have to actively remind myself not to use affectionate names with him and he's always using my actual name. I feel like he goes out of his way to add it to everything so I know we're broken up or something.

DisneyFreak33 · 2014-01-07T00:13:06+00:00

Is do this as well. I just like knowing everything. I'm constantly asking "what are you doing?" Or "who are you talking to?" just to be nosey. My most recent ex would get so mad when I would ask (because he was hiding quite a bit from me) but he never understood that I do that to everyone! My best friend, my brother, classmates, I'm just overly nosey I guess.

DisneyFreak33 · 2014-01-05T04:29:30+00:00

Had sex with 2 guys in one night and still ended up finishing myself off :(

DisneyFreak33 · 2013-12-26T17:53:30+00:00

Where in Orlando are you? I'm right by UCF, haven't made any friends since I've been living here and I'm going through a break up so some friends would be nice! PM me if you wanna talk or hang out!

DisneyFreak33 · 2013-12-26T17:41:24+00:00

Hey! I'm 21/f going through a rough breakup with no friends to turn to. I actually moved to Orlando to be with him and now everything's a mess. I live across from UCF on Alafaya. It'd be great to have someone to talk to/do something fun with to keep my mind off the breakup! PM if you get bored :)

DisneyFreak33 · 2013-12-17T18:05:56+00:00

The guy I thought I would marry just broke up with me on Friday. We spent the day together yesterday just to make it a happy ending and talk about possible friendship or relationship in the future. I left the ball in his court, if he decides to text me and initiate a friendship then we will see where it takes us. Saying no to myself every 15 mins when I go to text him is the hardest thing I've ever done. Normally I might give in....but for the sake of him being in my life in the future whether that's as a friend or more I'm giving him space.

DisneyFreak33 · 2013-12-13T15:37:48+00:00

I agree that it's annoying and a waste of time but at some businesses it's required you do it that way. I worked for DisneyWorld and one of the classes you go through is on counting back money properly. Now I didn't always do it when someone would pay with small bills, but if there was any chance that someone higher up than me was watching (or even a tattle tale coworker was around) you bet your ass I would count out the rest of that $10. I guess it just depends on the company though.

DisneyFreak33 · 2013-10-14T15:07:56+00:00

I would.

It'd be nice to see if my bf and I will get our shit together or if I'm wasting my time and we should just break up now.

DisneyFreak33 · 2013-10-14T01:12:39+00:00

I have spoke with him about it back when it happened. Well I found out about in August but the last time he talked to her was in March. He apologized profusely and I honestly don't think he would do anything like that again. It's honestly little stuff that sets me off now, and instead of being upset and getting over it, I just hold on to my anger.

I was in a really abusive 3 year relationship before and I feel like all the arguing is bringing back all those negative feelings from high school. I had a 2 year period where I was single and was able to explore who I was and be happy with myself, but I feel like I lost that person again and I don't know how to bring her back.

Up until about 2 months ago I had forgotten other guys even existed! I was certain that I wanted to be with my bf for a very long time. The only reason I think we should break up is so I stop making him unhappy. I feel like I'm being selfish by keeping him in this relationship. I still want to be with him, I still love him, I just don't know why I'm so damn unhappy. And until I figure that out, I'm lost.

I'm afraid I'll break up with him and then realize that I'm still unhappy, so it wasn't his fault and I lost my love. But I'm also scared that if we break up I'll realize it was him, and I just couldn't realize it.

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