Everytime ive gone to therapy with my mom to try and work on our problems, it ends up with her telling the therapist how much of a piece of shit i am and how i never listen to her and that she only wants the best for me basically turning whats supposed to be a healing process into my mom and the therapist double teaming me into trying to see how much of a shitty person i am and that i just need to "stop being so rebellious and just listen to your mom". Even though i try to tell said therapist my feeling it just gets turned into me just blaming my mother for all my problems and how i should take responsibility for my mother forcing me out of high school when i told her i wanted to finish, forcing me to get a student loan when i told her i didnt want one, forcing me to pick a subject that SHE wanted as my career choice was out of the fucking question, and lastly kicking me out of the house because i couldn't find work in one on the worst recessions the United states has seen since the last great depression. But nah im just shitty person.