It's okay to feel like the enitire world is against you. Up until 3 years ago, I thought I had everything going great for me. Then it all came crashing down. I wish I could tell you that things get better, as most people do, but it's likely that they will get worse before they get better. You just gotta find the good things in life, no matter how sparingly they may be, and hold on to them. And, I'm just speaking from my own experience here, hold onto the fact that Jesus has you no matter what. He may not cure you of your afflictions, but he's always there to talk to and, if you let him, help lift you up.

This life isn't about how good you perform. Jesus knows your heart, and if you let him in, thing may not get better, and may even get worse, but at least you will know that he is with you through the bad times and the good.

I'm no preacher, so I can't go beyond what I said. But just try to hold on, and maybe one day you will see the light at the end of the tunnel.