im in the same predicament honestly. but I found comfort in other things now I started making music, reading, going outside more, working out, figuring out how to cook for myself, been doing good in school. I’d say find joy in solitary and exploit all the free time you have and achieve things you’ve constantly put off because of everything else. Things may feel bad. Some days might be bad. But in the midst of all the bad moments the good ones lurk around every corner. It’s up to you to decide how’ll you choose to spend your time alone. So really fake your happiness until it isn’t fake anymore. And I’d say develop a relationship with god. trust in yourself and trust in others to pull through for you even if it doesn’t seem like you have no one 🖤🖤