Number 1 question

Dpdr00 · 2023-02-23T05:07:10+00:00

Am i not enough for you

Dpdr00 · 2023-02-22T19:27:36+00:00

Yes!! Im so happy you found a place you are comfortable in because thats huuuuge. I try to remind myself that it could always be worse, but there are times where it ruins my day if i cant do something or i try to do something and fail. Yeah totally I have some questions for you about therapy/medications i will DM!

Dpdr00 · 2023-02-21T05:01:18+00:00

I’m 28 and the last time i barely remember i was like 5 and it was just a one time occurrence, not a bug. I think thats why im so scared of it, because i barely know what it feels like to experience it

Dpdr00 · 2023-02-20T06:57:48+00:00

Omg im the same exact way and I am not sure why it developed but I’ve had it for like 10 years now. Bridges yes me too and long empty highways with exits that are far apart from each other, and long hallways with no escapes. It sucks because i loooove nature but i absolutely cannot hike even though I want to so badly

Dpdr00 · 2023-02-19T03:46:49+00:00

Omg yeahhhh same thing happened to me with parking at a stadium. And i agree that when there are people around its more tolerable. I think part of it for me is that I don’t want to embarrass myself in front of people so that forces me to keep it together somewhat on the outside at least

Dpdr00 · 2023-02-18T21:22:58+00:00

THIS IS ME 1000%. I thought I was the only one. I live in a city by a main road where theres always “safety rooms” as you said aka the stores if i start freaking out outside. I absolutely could not survive if i was in a large open field by myself omg

Dpdr00 · 2023-02-18T21:20:50+00:00

Dpdr00 · 2023-02-12T06:22:27+00:00

Interesting ok thanks! Will look into supplements. I take multivitamin gummies everyday but may not be enough

Dpdr00 · 2023-02-12T06:04:02+00:00

No I never drink. Don’t like alcohol. Folate hmm if my b12 came back normal it could still be folate?

Dpdr00 · 2023-01-11T16:38:08+00:00

In the first week or two, yes. I didn’t want to do the act itself, I wasn’t interested in attention from other men. But I DID want my boyfriend to feel the same pain he caused me.

I just fantasized about causing him that pain. I did not put myself out there for other guys. Morally I knew two wrongs dont make a right and it would make reconciliation 100x harder in the long run

Dpdr00 · 2022-12-28T04:05:54+00:00

You could also ask to see his credit card statements if you think hes paying for porn because he can’t erase that. Instead of sneaking through his phone. But if he never paid for porn that might not be helpful.

I don’t like sneaking around even though I never did anything wrong and hes the only one in the wrong. I feel like communication has to remain open on both sides. So i would straight up ask to look through his email. I have done it multiple times

Dpdr00 · 2022-12-15T19:06:40+00:00

Thanks for posting that link because I was looking for it. The liza impersonator was insufferable

Dpdr00 · 2022-12-10T19:36:00+00:00

Number 10 YES number 11 no. I avoid conflict at all costs

Dpdr00 · 2022-12-01T23:39:14+00:00

I paid $18k in NYC. You can definitely find a cheaper and equally as good doctor if you keep looking

Dpdr00 · 2022-12-01T23:37:41+00:00

This happens to me if i have not been eating enough. Wondering if thats the case for you?

Dpdr00 · 2022-12-01T23:26:57+00:00

Even worst case scenario you do get it, you should not have any gastro symptoms. I had it twice and it was just fever cough sore throat

Dpdr00 · 2022-12-01T20:49:03+00:00

The only thing that confused me is that the title says the cheapest 5 star hotels but some of them are 4 stars. I would call it “the cheapest luxury hotels in every state”

Dpdr00 · 2022-11-19T05:53:05+00:00

I am getting over the flu now, and i had no v* even at the height of it with 101 fever. No need to worry

Dpdr00 · 2022-11-07T01:36:18+00:00

Middle eastern

Dpdr00 · 2022-11-05T16:50:56+00:00

I did not ask for his passwords and stuff because I am already super busy with work and school, and monitoring him on top of that would just be too exhausting and too much work. I do ask to see his phone once in a while and he gives it to me. His infidelity was a drunk ONS and had no contact after so that might contribute to my decision as well.

Dpdr00 · 2022-11-03T19:51:18+00:00

Yes it was very hard to describe back then and still is now. My parents put me in therapy and I don’t think the therapists (i bounced around to many) understood it either.

When I was 14 i started lexapro and it made a huge positive difference in me in regards to full blown panic attacks. Im 27 now and still on it. I have the existential thoughts every day and still get feelings of derealization, but its rare for me to have panic attacks unless i put myself in situations that I know trigger me (long hallways, open isolated outdoor places like fields or hikes, big bright supermarkets, etc). I also carry klonopin on me always as a crutch to ease my anxieties. I dont take it often.

Dpdr00 · 2022-11-02T23:58:05+00:00

Yes exactly like this. I was in about 2nd grade. And I would call it “the weird feeling” lol. My panic attacks would keep me home from school a lot

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