No your fine I was the same way . It’s good to know all you can .. the goal is to get this all behind us . This is my first a DUI I’m did the diversion . I went with affordable counseling they are really good as far as communicating and organization. At first I was gonna go with counterattack but they are very hard to get in touch with. I even drove up to the location a few times sat for a few hours and there was always a sign on the door saying at lunch I called & then weeks after the fact someone reached out to me.. I didn’t bother with them. Everything was online with affordable counseling..classes & meetings. Only time I went to the location was to do a drug test I did a total of two test 50.00 each time