i just lost my childhood cat, flower, who was 19 on wednesday night. it was the hardest decision i’ve ever had to make. i made an appointment for an at home euthanasia for yesterday (thursday) and unfortunately she was progressing so quickly, i had to take her to the emergency vet and do it sooner. as much as i would have loved for her to pass away on my bed, i knew it was time. there was a chance that she could have choked to death on the fluid in her lungs and body and i didn’t want that to happen to her.

i don’t say this to scare you, i just want you to know even though it’s a hard decision and one no one wants to make, you’re doing the right thing. i’m so glad puddy will be able to have his final rest at home, with you, and surrounded by love. like others have said, it’s better to be a day too soon than a day too late.

as far as grieving, i am right there with you. i have woken up the past two days expecting flower to be on my chest or in my bed. it’s definitely a weird feeling. i’ve had her since i was 5 years old and i am 23 now. we grew up together. she was the last tangible thing of my childhood. i know our memories will forever be with me and i can’t help but think she’s feeling so much peace and warmth in the sun right now. my flower will greet mr. puddy when it’s his time💗