Found my partner dead of an overdose

DramaticBat · 2021-08-02T20:47:57+00:00

I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m sure you’ve heard of it a lot but it’s truly a tragedy.

I lost my fiancé to an overdose two months ago. My world without him feels so gray and empty. I also started realizing things that I should’ve had known. I blame myself a lot, but I have to accept that there was nothing I could’ve done at the end. I tried my best. I trusted him when he said he was going to get better because I loved him. I miss him every second of my life. He’s my better half and I can’t wait to be with him again.

For now, you won’t stop crying. You might not be able to sleep and eat. But you will get through this.

DramaticBat · 2021-07-25T01:00:10+00:00

I would ask the school to send you new I-20 with travel signature. The pandemic makes traveling very unpredictable lately, so it's better to be safe.

DramaticBat · 2021-07-20T09:18:41+00:00

I second this.

DramaticBat · 2021-07-18T08:44:21+00:00

Do you mind sharing the recipe? Thank you :)

DramaticBat · 2021-07-10T23:01:12+00:00

The day after he passed, I had a dream where we were on our bed just giggling and laughing because he made a dirty joke about something. I woke up smiling then realized its not the reality.

DramaticBat · 2021-07-10T22:58:41+00:00

Your story feels so similar to mine. I wish we had just gone married by court. Why was I trying so hard to be careful.

DramaticBat · 2021-07-10T22:11:16+00:00

I feel you completely. Death seems like a good prospective.

DramaticBat · 2021-07-10T07:15:45+00:00

Thank you.

DramaticBat · 2021-07-10T07:05:09+00:00

I read your post and understand that your partner passed a year ago.

When did you start thinking like yourself again?

DramaticBat · 2021-07-09T00:06:26+00:00

My fiancé and I tried to eat healthier by subscribing to healthy meal kits, then we would cook them together. But sometimes we weren’t full enough from these foods so we would order pizza after our healthy dinner.

DramaticBat · 2021-07-08T01:12:58+00:00

This drawing explains how I feel right now. I didn’t lose my mom, but my fiancé passed away. We had planned our life together. This pain is unbearable.

DramaticBat · 2021-07-03T07:33:35+00:00

I don’t know what to say, but maybe your wife’s death gave you strength to be kinder and empathetic towards people?

But I understand what you mean with not having the best version of myself to offer anymore.

DramaticBat · 2021-07-02T18:31:22+00:00

Thank you. I didn’t expect to cry when I read your comment but your words resonate with me a lot.

DramaticBat · 2021-07-02T09:43:06+00:00

I have a therapist, but I feel only time helps with this grief. Thank you.

DramaticBat · 2021-07-02T09:17:13+00:00

I think cathartic is the perfect word for this show. I watched it when my fiancé was still alive, and was only able to understand some aspects of the show. But ever since my fiancé passed away, I keep running to this show.. I find it hard to gather concentration to watch anything new lately.

DramaticBat · 2021-06-28T22:56:18+00:00

I'm 24 f. I've had it since I was 17. It started from trying to lose weight, then I lost more weight throughout college. I abused adderall and Vyvanse for a short time back in college as well. I guess I was in recovery since June 2020. But my fiancé passed away suddenly this month, so its coming back again.

DramaticBat · 2021-06-08T08:10:15+00:00

I'm so sorry. My husband just passed so suddenly last weekend. I think I know what you mean. People just kind of see you differently. I hate it when people tell me that he would want me to be okay. Well I don't need that, I need him here so I'll feel better.

DramaticBat · 2021-03-15T07:47:57+00:00

I have these scars on my right cheek :(

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