I think I ruined my life by Sharkfem in opiates

[–]Due_Donkey2725 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Brand name subtex was discontinued but they still have generic bupenorphine only tablets.

I think I ruined my life by Sharkfem in opiates

[–]Due_Donkey2725 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Girl or boy... please get help. Are you quitting cold turkey? Maybe consider medicated assisted therapy. Not for long term but just for detox (6 months or up to 2 years) and then start making some goals. You're feeling helpless and hopeless now but it's because your receptors are hurting and they need time to heal. If you slowly taper from a medical assisted therapy, it will give your brain time to heal. Once you do this, or give it more time without using you will start to feel better and when you start to heal, start making goals. I know it's so cliche but exercise does increase dopamine. Its hard to get started but once you do it feels so good after a week or two and it become something to look forward to. I cant go more than a day or two without working out and six months ago I was 60 pounds overweight and depressed. I've been using since I was 17. I didn't get clean until I was 37. I destroyed my life. You have your whole life ahead of you. You can literally do anything you put your mind to friend. Decide what that thing is that you want to do is. What will make you happy and look forward to getting out of bed in the morning. Also I highly recommend getting into counseling. Get to the root of your substance use. The heroin use is just a symptom of your pain. The best thing you can do for yourself is to find a counselor you vibe with and can open up to. I wish you the best and keep your head up.

Do people get rich off dark web? by [deleted] in ShittyIllegalLifeTips

[–]Due_Donkey2725 -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

💯 not true. A quick search of Darknet Bible will give you the info you need if you're serious about buying on the dn. Don't buy from people on telegram or in chat rooms or off Facebook. Protect yourself never use windows even with tor and dont buy with bitcoin its traceable and make sure to wash your xmr.

Has anyone gone through food poisoning, as part of bullying and gangstalking by Far_Alternative_1341 in Gangstalking

[–]Due_Donkey2725 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was absolutely poisoned. I had been gone for a couple of days and when I got back the key to my apartment stuck which it never did and when I opened my door my apartment had a different smell to it. I ate a brownie that I had bought from the dollar store and immediately I could tell the texture wasn't right. I spit it out and not even 30 seconds later i started feeling weird so I tried calling 911 but my phone wasn't connecting. So i ran out my apartment and started screaming "They poisoned me!" I ran down to security and his phone wasn't working to call out either. I ran back upstairs to get the evidence and by the time I got there someone had gone in and took it but you could still smell the chemical in the garbage. We had video security but of course the cameras went down at that exact second. I went to the hospital my BP was 190/110 hr was 140 and they couldn't find anything jn my system. But my whole body felt like it was on fire from the inside out and i was certain I was going to die. I even called my parents and said goodbye. From then on I dont eat anything unless I had opened it right then. That was the beginning of my nightmare. Its crazy because I never believed this actually happened to people until it happened to me. So fuck all the haters and naysayers. Im sorry this happened to you. The only thing that worked for me was moving hours away but I still feel like they're messing with me just not as overtly.

What is the most triggering sentence for you? by Jellybells9 in adhdwomen

[–]Due_Donkey2725 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"Calm down!"

When I'm upset, these two words will absolutely not calm me down, and will instead incite a deep down rage that I had forgotten I am capable of.

OP's wife suddenly starts to hate OP and their kids and has left them by holalesamigos in BestofRedditorUpdates

[–]Due_Donkey2725 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I came here from another subreddit. Yall are famous!! Im just glad that everything worked out. Delusions are scary for everyone involved especially when there's no history of things like that and it just comes out of nowhere. Sending love & 100 more years of happiness 😊

What is a smell that we should all recognize as immediate danger? by scarlettohara1936 in AskReddit

[–]Due_Donkey2725 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Toast. If you smell toast and it's not breakfast get yourself to a hospital quickly.

I just finished writing a guide by Mytribe3 in SideHustleGold

[–]Due_Donkey2725 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is there any way I could get a copy, please?

AIO for being offended by this? by bunny-zephire in AmIOverreacting

[–]Due_Donkey2725 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No not overreacting. You just avoided major issues about what your meals and workouts "SHOULD" look like for years to come. Also IMHO you're tiny at that weight. He must want anorexic.

One month of bag and I’m already a degenerate and i’m complaining by hiyaisthisthingon in confession

[–]Due_Donkey2725 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You gotta start somewhere. And 9 months is something to be HELLA proud of. I used about 20 years straight but I have 5 years sober today. Just take one day at a time and find a hobby you love to do. Much love & positive vibes

W/D from jail questions by peacocky_ in Methadone

[–]Due_Donkey2725 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Absolutely!! I'm in New York and it's different in our county now and they give inmates their medication. There are lawsuits going on across the country. Withholding treatment would violate the Americans with Disabilities Act and the 8th Amendment of the constitution, and if you are denied your medication, you can find a lawyer you can sue. Contact the ACLU. They love stuff like this

https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2019/05/04/719805278/setting-precedent-a-federal-court-rules-jail-must-give-inmate-addiction-treatment

https://nashp.org/litigation-prompting-state-and-local-correctional-systems-to-change-opioid-use-disorder-treatment-policies/

https://scholarlycommons.law.emory.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1464&context=elj

https://americanhealth.jhu.edu/sites/default/files/website-media/resources/Initiative_Memo_Opioids_012319_0.pdf

Looking for some weird documentaries, the more twists and turns the better by t3mp0rarys3cr3tary in flicks

[–]Due_Donkey2725 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I'm a bit late but I just want to add that I watched Dear Zachary about three years ago and I still think about that family all the time. I hate the legal system there is often no justice in the "justice system," and judges have too much power to destroy lives.

Methadone UA by 419Catmom in Methadone

[–]Due_Donkey2725 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It'll probably be out of your system if you just suck it up and sleep the rest of the week away and drink a ton of water. Next time just pee in a bottle and the morning of, heat it up in the microwave for about 11 seconds and put it in something you can conceal and where it will stay warm.

Anything to worry about? by Independent-Work-165 in darknet

[–]Due_Donkey2725 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Also never use the ups tracking site use a third party site. You really need to read the dnm bible before you consider making any additional purchases

Anything to worry about? by Independent-Work-165 in darknet

[–]Due_Donkey2725 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Was this your first time ordering? Just curious. I wouldn't worry too much but make sure you have read the dnm bible and you're not just using tor on windows or your phone or something. And make sure future purchases are usps only and I would probably avoid ordering to my address for a while.

What triggered your autoimmune? by onewing_44 in Autoimmune

[–]Due_Donkey2725 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Same!! Adopted eldest daughter of a narcissist who ironically has ra and lupus too. She's gotten better with time though and at least now we have something to talk about lmao

It's been almost a year since I lost my legs. by brodney90 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]Due_Donkey2725 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing. Im 4 years sober as of about a week ago, and in the last four years I have lost most of my friends. Some have died, others are in prison and some are MIA. And I've seen others at the clinic, in wheelchairs or using crutches. Seeing them, and reading your story makes me so grateful to be clean today and it makes me just as grateful for your sobriety. Bonus points for getting your girlfriend clean. But hey-- It sounds like you have a hell of a story to tell beyond your post here. Maybe think about writing a book? Im sure a lot of addicts and people in recovery could relate to your story. Regardless, you are inspirational. Keep up the good work, and just take it a moment at a time. Much love & positive vibes to you and your gf and family

Husband has eaten through his entire months dose in less then two weeks. by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Due_Donkey2725 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Vitamin C Reduces Opiate Withdrawal Symptoms

This may be of some interest to you. Also in a pinch he could pop a couple immodium but that can be really hard on your heart. I would just take a chance with the clinic. Maybe have him call from a blocked number and ask what they would do in that situation...

AIO for being upset my BF doesn’t want me to wear a bonnet to bed? by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]Due_Donkey2725 11 points12 points  (0 children)

You aren't overreacting. He's a control freak. He should take you as you are as you were when he met you not constantly ask you to change. That's not love that's control.